hopsin – heather nicole lyrics
at night in my window i see a silhouette
crying heavy tears look how wet my pillow gets
throughout my days i don’t smile i just get upset
and since you left look at all the sh-t that it affects
i take a picture of your face and i just hold it up
kiss it, then reminisce on when it was both of us
it’s hard for me to open up, i’m always talking to myself
but to n-body else
some say that church or maybe counseling could probably help
but they don’t know about all of my idiotic lies
all the f-cking times i left you traumatized
swore up and down to you saying i’m a try
and never did, i try not to cry but i feel bad i didn’t apologize
it’s time i cough it up and tell more, my soul is taken never sell yours
i did some sh-t i probably coulda been in jail for
bury me deep inside h-lls core
and don’t let me out until you hear bells roar
she said, you never loved me
you just controlled me
if you f-ck around i’m calling the police
but all i wanted to say was i’m sorry
oh how i wish that could tell you
you’re gone, you’re dead, you’ll never know that i was sorry
just leave me alone, stay out my head, i wish that i could tell you
you’re gone, you’re dead, you’ll never know that i was sorry
just leave me alone, stay out my head, i wish that i could tell you
it’s hard to forget, my heart is a brick
i tell myself marcus, i thought that you were smarter than this
the mess i put you through was worse than pearl harbor and sh-t
i’d always harm you and flip, mentally scar you and trip
sometimes i’d argue and get, the nerve to call you a b-tch
then bruise your back against the dresser that i tossed you against
my juliet at the time i never thought you was it
i do now but sh-t your gone, so i just offer you this
a song to you, through it i open the crack in my chest
and show the whole world i’ve always had a lack of respect
for women who went to my life, i look to vengeance as knife
intentions to fight, if you thinking i was senseless you right
now every sentence i write, i think twice on it so i don’t regret
cause only stress lies in a simple mind of loneliness
i’m an unholy mess, put me in a hole to rest
welcome to my life this is how painful my stories get
she said, you never loved me
you just controlled me
if you f-ck around i’m calling the police
but all i wanted to say was i’m sorry
oh how i wish that could tell you
you’re gone, you’re dead, you’ll never know that i was sorry
just leave me alone, stay out my head, i wish that i could tell you
you’re gone, you’re dead, you’ll never know that i was sorry
just leave me alone, stay out my head, i wish that i could tell you
now use this track as a lesson
all you guys out there who have some aggression
towards your woman it don’t have to get hectic
that cr-p is pathetic, now look at me i have to regret it
i can’t go near her or nothing, she’ll probably have me arrested
the only thing i could do is just make a track with a message
and hope she hears it so she could know i was badly infected
i never meant to be that type of guy
but i realized that i was, and because of it i’m throwing my sinister life aside
i can cry at any moment just thinking about it
sometimes i hide it from the folks that i’m hanging around with
i should apply for a new soul cause i think it’s invalid
somebody told me when i die i’ll be safe but i doubt it
the grudge she holds against me, it hurts me so severely
she won’t come near me, i thought that time was supposed to cure me
i’m so alone and weary, writing songs to heal me
i swear that i’m sorry heather, i mean it so sincerely
she said, you never loved me
you just controlled me
if you f-ck around i’m calling the police
but all i wanted to say was i’m sorry
oh how i wish that could tell you
you’re gone, you’re dead, you’ll never know that i was sorry
just leave me alone, stay out my head, i wish that i could tell you
you’re gone, you’re dead, you’ll never know that i was sorry
just leave me alone, stay out my head, i wish that i could tell you
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