vampyre anvil – you fly off the handle lyrics
driving past the house again
memories of the trees
they filtered out the world enough
so no one else could see
parking in the shadows
lurking always underneath
still i stay just out of sight until i can breathe
working every night to gather up the nerve to try
keep away says every bone creaking as i creep
closer…
hollow brain like a dogs bark
shouting past the logic in a rage
and i ask you. no, i tell you
things could be so different now
i know i’ve really changed
i swear i promise, f-ck, i’m shouting
so you run for cover
and i implode
now i’m smashing
all the windows and the panes
my arms are running red but
nothing seems to cut through
all the att-tude and horror i am
it keeps me up at night and focused
on a goal of how to reach you
and scare you and oh my god
i think i’ve lost you again
blinding rage now out the door
the image of you spitting insults
and the truth it always has a way
of cutting too deep
and im a million miles an hour
blasting through the interchange
and praying that those headlights
can stop the pain
anger got the best of me, let you down again
but still i’ll wait for a sign to show you i’ve changed
i know i f-cked it up again, scared you away
but i remain dedicated to taking you down with me
but i remain dedicated to taking you down with me
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