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4 minute sermons - fear lyrics

(verse 1)

my main purpose painfully nervous now i am scared/
people playing with my nerves its hurts as i began to wear/
i’m always trinna internalize, maybe that’s why my insides divide/
i only mess it up when i try my best/
why am i the one who messed up your life?/
old emotions old notions old thoughts/
cold and frozen were all the talks/
sitting at the table wasn’t stable/
hands were shaking wasn’t able/
to defend something that i never claim/
i always wondered what you were trinna gain?/

i think about the future me/
i think about if he’s proud of me/
or proud the way i been acting maybe he looks down at me/
i admit i’m cowardly i’m only brave when i begin to write/
what will i say when i fail my wife/
god i pray you hold me tonight/
i scared i’m the only one is going up against my own life/
i’m scared i’ll turn away from god and be dependent on my sight/
but god i know you are god/
god i know that i am yours/
i pray tonight that i never stop/
until i die and you bring me home/

(bridge)

throat starts to squeeze/
as i call on my savior/
will i call on fear again/
for another favor/
will i stand in front of the master/
as just another traitor/
so many things to factor/
before i go to meet my maker/

i cannot begin to fathom/
what awaits on the other side/
maybe because a part of fear/
is still inside my mind/
has the battle just begun/
how long until the day i find/
out the this wars been won/
i feel like fear is still inside!/

(chorus)

i know this life is hard/
and having fear is understandable/
but i have to put my trust/
in god and understand that he’ll/
bring me through this life/
even though this life is not easy/
i cannot rob god of his glory/
and use it to please me/

what happened to the joy and laughter/
why do i destroy what matters/
why is it that pain always has to be more of a factor/
i am a rapper/
trying to factor/
the before and the after/
the first and the latter/
i am a product of my own disaster/
will i ever move on from this chapter?!/

(verse 2)

hold up hold up wait a minute – slow it down/
i need take a breath take a sec to calm it down/
is this hurt or is it p-ssion?/
honesty probably both/
i have p-ssion to get past this because i know wanna grow/
well never win tomorrow unless we remember the loss of yesterday/
the cost of it is sorrow but god i know your next to me/
i was told that you thought i used you/
i promise it’s not true/
i promise i thought you/
were okay i guess i just thought you/

and i were in sync but i guess my -ssumptions brought you/
to a place that was not intended so i’m sorry that it cost you/
fear is now in my mind/
i feel like i am now fighting blind/
why am i always the guy/
who triples his problems and cripples his eyes/
i apologize to those i have hurt/
my problem lies within my words/
sin i will fight until die and my casket closes into buried dirt/
i pray my life honored christ and i learn how not to carry hurt/
i just pray my life honored christ and i learn how not to carry hurt/

(bridge)

god please take the fear away/
or please take my life today/
god please i know i’m in pain/
i pray you see beyond my mistake/
i know i am the least of these/
please cleanse me from my misdeeds/
i know you know all of my needs/
because you are the king kings/

i cannot begin to fathom/
what awaits on the other side/
maybe because apart of fear/
is still inside my mind/
has the battle just begun/
how long until the day i find/
out the this wars been won/
i feel like fear is still inside!/

(chorus)

what happened to the joy and laughter/
why do i destroy what matters/
why is it that pain always has to be more of a factor/
i am a rapper/
trying to factor/
the before and the after/
the first and the latter/
am i a product of my own disaster/
will ever move on from this chapter?!/
(aah!)

(verse 3)

you cannot put a price on someone’s innocence/
torment can be powerful i mean for instance/
i have alotta fears – i really fear loneliness/
last year i was probably as lonely as lonely gets/
i’m scared that one day i’ll wake up without a life/
and consequences will finally come back to bite/
the fact is i am trying to learn to get past this i/
wanna settle down, marry, and live a happy life/

success is not final and fear is not fatality/
the courage to continue is what counts in this reality/
but i know fear is nothing more than state of mind/
will i conquer or be conquered i really hate that i/
might go in between the two until the day i die/
but please lemme say that i just wanna do my part/
i can’t wait to get a wife cause i know from the start/
if life is a deck of cards she will be queen of hearts/

(chorus x2)

what happened to the joy and laughter/
why do i destroy what matters/
why is it that pain always has to be more of a factor/
i am a rapper/
trying to factor/
the before and the after/
the first and the latter/
am i a product of my own disaster/
will ever move on from this chapter?!/
(aah!)

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