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4jm4 - telos lyrics

telos lyrics
i don’t, know what’s real, yeah
tight grip, on the wheel
not many things that i don’t feel
don’t worry about death, it’s the unknown
rappers say they don’t want to die too young
i just say i don’t want to die too slow
the term love has become just another word
take cold showers to feel alive
don’t want what i need and it’s absurd
tell me you’re happy, i think you lied
consciousness, oh what a gift
eat food then feel like sh+t
take pills then feel like sh+t
go to church, feel like sh+t
what a gift

it’s about time that i
recognize i ain’t got no lifeline
lay on my bed and oh, i cry
do what they want just to pass the time
voices leave, but they coming right back
i just want to scream, but they like it like that
i need a telos, but there is no map
my plan of attack is pure survival
i be hitting the high notes when it’s the weekend
i’m tweaking, i don’t know what to do, it’s all bleak and
i reach for diamonds, i only get boulders
tell me it’s timing, i’ll give you the shoulder
all of the narratives, they don’t mean sh+t to me
i am not scared, i just won’t bear the misery
i will not look to the book for the mystery
all of this wandering starting to get to me
yeah, f+ck all the lists, ya see
don’t say it’s meant to be
or we’re not meant to see
couldn’t care less anymore
got nothing to invest anymore
wonder why i get dressed anymore
the whole clothes sh+t is a bore

but i still gotta look like i’m ready to go, home
with any girl in my zone, so
i put in hours with paste in my hair
back of my mind says to hang myself there
just smile wide while i’m dying inside
there ain’t no peace of mind, i don’t get no free rides
i always keep the notebook to my right
used to think one day it’d be all right

yeah, what a naive young rapper
high school, never liked school chatter
wanted to do something better
redemption within every letter
tears and a pen
summers spent
writing ‘till i felt useful again
ten years later i’m still in this sh+t
still feel the pain, i could never forget
just a boy in a man
yep, got that right
i want out like every night
looks like it’s a lifelong plight
let me sleep all through the flight
gotta keep the composure, fake
i just get colder, wait
push ‘till it’s over, break
got a bad motor, fade

stuck in my own mind
keep it all in ‘till i find time to rhyme
i need signs
i just write lines for guys that already died
art timeline is fine without mine
do the rap legends all get into heaven?
if heaven’s like earth i don’t want to be present
i only hope that thug mansion’s expanding
i don’t do crimes but i feel like a bandit
life’s what you make it, that sh+t is outlandish
i’m famished
scurry for anything that i can manage
turns out it’s nothing and i cannot stand it
is there really sp+ce for an emcee who’s like me?
place in this dim dream, all i see?
waste of a good thing, they tell me
what’s it really matter? let’s just eat

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