4jm4 - zombie lyrics
zombie lyrics
wake up, dress shirt
when i slip it on looks like i don’t hurt
better hide the f+cking tears when you get to work
driving in my car, praying saying cuss words
god, please get me through another f+cking day
when i’m there all i want to do is escape
but i need everybody to love me
i go in cracking jokes, man that dude’s so funny
still pretty young, see
he’s climbing the ladder
i just hope there’s a noose at the top, come faster
dad says my future is all green pasture
but i never want to leave my bed, fear’s my master
why do i even move? what do i have to lose?
wish i still cared about anything, it’s the truth
call it depression, but i call it life
hesitate every time that i eat with a knife
and it don’t feel right
i don’t know where i’m going
in the car after work and the tears keep flowing
i harbor hatred, it keeps growing
i have s+x with a girl, but she’ll never know me
if she knew my pain she would run away
my own mom’s praying that i live another day
calling, checking in every other day
tell her i’m okay, already spent $10k
yeah, i do not like life
what will it take for me to feel right?
every f+cking second i’m in a fight
and none of the voices want me alive
yeah
they don’t want me alive, yeah
yeah
all of the cancer warnings don’t phase me
i do tobacco products ‘till i’m hazy
i buy drugs from people who are shady
some say the alcohol is what made me
drove on the straight and narrow
rode the path like a scarecrow
the emptiness still was there though
now the god of wine always clears my head so
i just meditate in the morning with merlot
but i do it just to get through work though
my base line is sh+t, but they don’t get it though
i feel numb, i smile at her and hit though
she wants to go on vacation, i want to sit at home
yeah i’m in it though
sunk too deep
got the blood of a jackal, it’s running through me
i was a kid with conscience, what happened to me?
saw a light and i fought it, i found it soothing
in bed, tomorrow i’ll do it again
every day awake’s a day that i dread
already unraveled, pull any thread
at least there was nothing that i left unsaid
i do not like life
what will it take for me to feel right?
yeah, what will it take for me to feel right?
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