5 days ahead – better living through denial lyrics
i’m lying to myself. -ssuming that i had your heart.
and i wish i had the courage to say….
that it’s alright, it’s okay. you’re not special anyway.
i’m not scared, i won’t cry. i don’t need you here tonight.
but it always hurts so much. everytime you walk away from me.
and i don’t know why i sit here patiently; waiting here…
…for a love i’ll never know.
i’m crying to myself. cuz i know you’re no longer mine.
and now since i’ve been on my own i can’t say….
that i’m alright, i’m okay. i don’t miss you anyway.
it didn’t hurt, i didn’t die, when you ran out of my life.