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51.50 – suicyde lyrics


[verse one]
somebody help me, i’m thinkin’ i can’t cope
early in the mornin, looked in the mirror and seen myself hangin’ from a rope
and it got me in a f-cked up state of mind
i’m havin’ thoughts of blowin’ my brains out from time to time
i often feel like i’m livin’ on the run
and i’m straight nervous, paranoid, so i’m sleepin’ with a gun
i close my eyes and i can hear them b-tches screamin’
i’m wide awake and yet it feels like i am dreamin’
what should i do, i think i need a head shrink
every time a k!llin’ is done, i write it down in blood not ink
i always wanna take my own life, put a bullet in my dome
maybe that will make me feel right

instead of homicide i feel like suicide
somebody help me
instead of homicide i feel like commitin’ suicide
instead of homicide i feel like suicide
somebody help me (somebody help me)

[verse two]
i’m ‘noid as f-ck, i’m havin’ nightmares ’cause of what i’ve done
i k!lled this fool for no m-th-f-ckin’ reason
was there a motive behind it?
not that i know of, all i can say is that that m-th-f-cka reminded
me of this trick i had big funk with
so i snuck up on that mark and let the m-th-f-ckin’ pump kick
gauge blast, peeled his m-th-f-ckin’ cap back
and later on that night i’m askin’ myself, why did i do that?
i should have knew that n-gga wasn’t him
with no remorse i smoke a blunt and k!ll a fifth of that henn, then
went to sleep, now i’m seein’ this n-gga in my dreams
wish i was dead, one in the head
somebody help me


[verse three]
now i’m paranoid, body shiverin, got me wakin’ up in a cold sweat
i grab my gun, put it to my dome, wonderin’ if i should just die yet
these voices in my head keep tellin’ me to pull it
and to my own m-th-f-ckin’ brain it’s like i’m goin’ insane
feel like i’m looney, a n-gga be gettin’ psychotic thoughts
i’d rather be takin’ a quick way out than gettin’ caught by the law
then spend the rest of my life …(?) locked in a cell
my father say i’m sick in the head, …(?)
so what the f-ck am i to do to get up outta this sh-t
put a hot one in the chamber, let the nina go cl!ck (bang!)