a.m. m00dz - beautiful lyrics
[intro]
[verse 1: a.m. m00dz]
it’s my first time but it’s not my first lap
i’ve been wishing all my life since the time i was sat in my mother’s lap
letters to santa claus
of course i pause
to laugh at that. santa claus
is a dream in fact of that i know is fact
but what i don’t know is how long am i supposed to go through all this extra bozo red tape with white face and clown around while i hear:
“you’re not good for life here.” my dear
gracious oh my god i’m speechless why do i even try. fear
grips me looking in the mirror
truth grips me apparently my existence is to be
the
independent worker of a machine
that is mostly making people more not less selfishly looking out for their own welfare
what in the h-ll happened to community am i alone in this? apparently not
why then do i seem to feel like i am constantly trotting in the same spot in the same part, listening
to the same conversations? life is not
beautiful sometimes and yet we play our part
[hook: a.m. m00dz]
it gets hard sometimes, moving through tough times, following guidelines
but it’s beautiful
it’s beautiful
[verse 2: a.m. m00dz]
dark and heartless
i sometimes feel like i’ve reached bottom stop this madness
crazy gases
closing in upon my heart stopping me from moving on
and nauseous
puking up the food for thought colossus
road blocks are in my way
i struggle enough every single day
one hand i hold the sickle and another reaches for the pavement
i’m pulled away and
the demons never sway, i
swim to gasp for air again
i pull up on the anchor and
attempt to sail away
so long new mexico. so long connecticut. f-ck you hartford. i’ll never miss your broken roads
your broken dreams your heavy snows
your miles of separation from everyone i know
who used to be beside me till the point that i was fully grown
missed the point is i’m alone, life is so beautiful but the thing that really bothers
is the other side is greener but the road gets even harder
hope is such a pretty thing to hold once you are starving, but don’t forget to love once your life becomes a target
[hook: a.m. m00dz]
it gets hard sometimes, moving through tough times
following guidelines
but it’s beautiful
it’s beautiful
[verse 3: a.m. m00dz]
i’m sitting here, i’m riding around
i’m writing it down, i’m liking my new spot
history has been good to me it’s good to give a lot, planting seeds for the world to see i’m not
gonna get in my own way again, i’m rising up to the top. it’s (beautiful) i’m grateful, the gl-ss is half full
and the shelves are fully stocked
no pressure in depression because mentally i’ve stopped debating on my life choice
i speak easily with a new voice
i’m tired of being a baby man in other words i’m pro-choice
i write songs on my own time, to get me through the hard times, it might seem easy to you, but you’re looking at all the highlights
it’s my life, you with me, si nada then it’s bye-bye
i’ll p-ss go
then br–ststroke and push the judgments to the side
as i walk upon the sh0r-line
kiss this city bye-bye
and as it turns to backhand
i’ll jump and give it a high five
understand that i don’t do this for the fortune and the fame
despite that i am hungry artistry has got to be paid, don’t think i want your pity for the sacrifices i’ve made, don’t think i want forgiveness for the bricks i’ve already laid
i call things by their right name a spade’s already a spade
in other words you lie to me, i’ll put you into your grave
a civil man’s gotta be strong enough to break through the chains
of a world that seems h-ll bent to put me into my place. our country loves it’s freedom but at birth we’re only it’s slave
get me outta this cage
save me with your grace oh god silence the demons at bay. give the strength to defend my friends and cleanse my unspoken rage
don’t think i’ve forgiven the things that you’ve done
the hatred i harbor out powers the sun
you were never there when all that i need was help, so you will never be, when all that you are is an ant compared to the champion that i have become
i remember the times that you laughed at me, your numbers were 20 to 1
but i’ve spent all these years perfecting my hide i ride cool when i’m under the gun
forgive me for using the pun, when i burn down your family tree, run little forest run
this song is for anyone who ever doubted my story has only begun
the choices are yours to watch or record or strictly to flee and be done
it’s a.m. m00dz, it’s time to choose, once and for all or all for one
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