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a-rush - anxiety lyrics

pen and paper down
my soul on the ground
don’t know if i’m living
i’m the fake me now
doesn’t make me proud
to have to change my style
but i have to
i must get this out
i’ve been awfully sad
that i understand
i sound like nf
i don’t give an f
i would rather bear
what i have in store
not a brother+man
but i’ll give you the smoke

i would rather live my life in hypnosis
so i cannot see when i’m having erosions
i’m in deep oceans
i fell in love with the sharks
that tear me apart when i’m broken
i don’t even know what i love you means
i’ve been living life like in the movies
i’m that one kid who’s like a legend
at keeping quiet coz i am alone
my only best friends are my dogs at home
they feel my presence when i’m at my phone
i’m like a desert that is h+lla cold
if there’s something growing
i don’t ever show it
i don’t wanna be embarrassed for it
i just hide and bury, close the hatchet on it
i don’t wanna be myself this present moment
i just wanna be happy is there lessons for it
i know my story is just the same
as all the artist that are practicing
imma touch the ceiling
go past that meaning
still gotta f+cked up living
still not meeting my beginning
i ain’t gonna say that i’m winning
that was only meant to begin my lyrics
if you know me you know that i’m lonely
i don’t wanna be like this i know i am sorry
i’m in love with pain but i’m looking for closure
i’m looking for happiness how do i hold her
how do i find this inside of me
i used to be happy as i believe
i used to be strong i don’t know what’s wrong
now all i have left is anxiety

is it the fact that i’m probably
one of the first in my family
to stay true to the person inside of me
i made you to be proud of it
now you just say it’s cool coz you’re suffering
it’s a phase you’ll phase through
make your problems afraid to phase you
showing fear and pain is great dude
it just shows you’re sane okay cool
you’re an independent madafaka
tryna make in this world without a helper
what you expect that the casket
will be shut when you’re having a set back
it ain’t tragic you will catch it
it’s a normal thing for this magic
so imagine that the gadget
you will need for this is passion

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