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aaron szyszko - the essence of no one gets what they want lyrics

verse 1:
and so it’s official
i’ve lost any semblance of
myself is no longer an essence
of autonomy
i exist purely to spite you
you’ve smothered me in your voidness
i no longer have a voice
it’s as if you severed my cords out
you spread it out upon me
you transferred your f+cking scars
you gave them all to me
left me half dead i can barely crawl

verse 2:
i can, no longer move
you’ve tore my legs off
i can, no longer move
you ate my arms
i can, no longer see
you won’t allow me
i can no longer breathe
consume my lungs
consume my lungs
consume my lungs
consume my lungs
verse 3:
watch my f+cking guts fly out
i choke on all the red
if that was at all the aim in the end
it’s finally come true
i guess you’ve won
i lose every time
i lose every time
i lose every time

verse 4:
what’s the point in keeping me alive?
why make it a slow burn!?
why the insistence that i suffer?
i can see my intestines across the floor
i pray for the day my vision begins to blur
i hope it fades
i…
i…

chorus:
oh, my beautiful liar
oh, my precious wh0re
my disease, my infection
i am so impure
oh
monologue:
i wish none of this happened
i wish, you never entered my life in the first place
and i wish you never came back around the second time
i wish i was wiser
maybe it’s been about 5 years
and maybe i should have moved on by now
but for some reason, you still seem to linger
and it still does matter to me
even though, by god it shouldn’t
but the fact remains that it does
and i can’t tell if i want you to come back, or if i want you to stay away
at this point, it’s only certain that god knows

- aaron szyszko lyrics

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