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abdo king - 13 lyrics

[intro]
+inhales+ alright (yeah) +exhales+ we have to do it at some point right? this is weird right? yeah +cough+ yeah..

[verse 1]
this won’t be called “13” if i don’t talk about the pain
if i don’t talk about the sh+t that i’ve seen, the places that i’ve been
weed, hennessey and cocaine, death giving me morphine, we a f+cken team
losing my father and best friend on the same week not even the same year
as a kid questioning life and why death keep taking people i care about and make them disappear
i really dont know, so i’m wondering, what the f+ck am i suppose to do here
the world is a bigger place than me and my childish dream,(it is) but i was never a child i was more mature than it seems
a thousand years old that’s how i feel, (facts) superior above them all that sh+t is real, (facts) reminding you this is how arrogant i was when i was 13, (still till this day) never imagined this scene

[verse 2]
imagine coming back home looking for your best friend, (yeah) just to hug her, apologize, have a conversation about the end (no one there) tell her how i lost my father and still haven’t shed a tear, how i am scared that she might be next to disappear, sh+t, already happened, now i live in fear
sitting on top of our school wondering if this is a dream, clearly a nightmare but i’m good as long as i wake up and it’s not real (it is real)
laila approached me, gave me my first joint, my first beer (yeah), funny how i f+cked her big sister later that same year, (that’s not funny), you know, me being me an assh0l+ that’s clear (always)
i wish you were here so i could apologize to you, that’s the only thing that i really ever wanted to do, i felt like i was abandoned by my father and you (facts), but now, now i know the truth (yeah)

[chorus]
13 left me broken, kid inside of me is dead a different man is walking, i know it’s thought provoking, but the kid is dead now the body is rotting
13 left me broken, kid inside of me is dead a different man is walking, i know it’s thought provoking, but the kid is dead now the body is rotting
[verse 3]
from that moment on i was hard to approach, only thing i wanted was to be alone that’s what i needed the most, i feel like i disappointed you, now my soul is lost, cost to cost
i remember the last conversation we ever had(i do), that sh+t somehow went real f+cken bad, i dont remember why we argued but i remember all the stupid sh+t that i said, yeah f+ck it
even now i still hate myself for it, tears in my eyes thinking you knew you were gonna die, but i didn’t know it, i felt like you always wanted to tell me but of course i f+cken blow it (as usual)
and the moment you both left, i start looking for death, a way to follow you and take my last f+cken breath, danger zone, i’m alone, i really need f+cking help, i need a hug from you, i don’t remember how it f+cking felt

the body is rotting, the body is rotting, the body is rotting, the body is rotting..

[outro]
+tv static+ breaking news a 13 year old boy has died.. 13 year old boy dead.. +distorted voice+ dead, dead…

- abdo king lyrics

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