aboulia – awake lyrics
life has been a h+ll of a time, i don’t understand why
i’ve not been able to cry, i want a moment to fly
away from here, i need some relief
i’ve made my mistakes, some in the past couple of days
i’ve joined a race which i’m not ready to face
this war i’m in, reasons i don’t believe
honestly i want to feel scared again, i miss the pain
of life
cry for not knowing the way on this
life, i’m not running away, not this
time, what is falling apart is my
heart, it has been empty right deep inside
i’m awake, about to die when i join this war
let me down, i’vе fallen apart
miss the pain my life had whеn it had meaning
questions asked, can’t find their answer
i am now ready to die; i’ve given up on this life
no more doubts, now i’m fine, i just want to end my
life right away, without wasting it all
i’m not joining by force; i want to help these troops
consequence without a cause, i’m not breaking the laws
i’m ready to go on my own
feel empty without a dream; i guess i will begin to feel
pain
cry for not knowing the way on this
life, i’m not running away, not this
time, what is falling apart is my
heart, it has been empty right deep inside
i’m awake, i’m alive and i feel so uptight
this breakdown is not just a phase
see the time passing by, meaningful desire
given up, i hope i get to sleep
today
right about to die, i’m giving in all my pride
i’ll be gone the next day, don’t wait for me
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