ace grand - part three (solitary) lyrics
intro:
lets go deep inside the solitary mind of a mad man who screams/
in the dark, evil lurks, enemies see me and flee/
ill tell you about the trials, tribulations, and the pain/
this war within my brain, the yin, the yang/
verse 1:
i fight my demons with affirmations, give thanks for the pastors praying/
beneath the hand of god ill make my way through these storms im facing/
protected by a shield of love, i free my mind with vegas that i fill with buds/
wishing i could go back to the times i drank to feel a buzz/
many nights im sleepless in my thoughts, whole time a gold mine inside me, i been digging deep/
im finding truth, i overthink, feel no security cause hoes can’t keep it real with me/
the devils working hard, i know none of these dudes would kill for me/
i struggle expressing love, i hold a grudge, not new to anger/
swallowed all the drugs while doc was stacking funds, im just a stranger/
no f-cks to give for a troubled kid/
im puffin cigs like i don’t wanna live, this ain’t the way to live/
hook:
my god i pray that you forgive all my mistakes/
theres no future living in the past, those memories erased/
im in another state, ive been state to state to state to state/
ill be home soon, i promise we gon get it straight, i repent/
my only need is for me to be free from my sins, paranoia, depression, and anxiety, please?/
down on my knees, im not perfect but im worth it/
aimed my pistol at the devil and his army, closed curtains/
verse 2:
day and night i don’t get faded, i don’t fear todays my last day/
when i am alone i don’t feel shattered like a gl-ss vase/
rarely ever stressed, ciggys don’t overflow my ashtray/
hit my knees and prayed you change it all and met you half way/
observer of these feelings resting in my heart/
can’t picture love a paradise, i fell for many parasites/
these freindemies in my presence full of toxic energy/
i often smile when reminiscing, many memories living maliciously/
proof the enemy still lives in me/
pitching me evils in hopes that i strike, i swing with all my might/
guilt and shame, its hard to hide it when your purpose in this lifes to love/
and you not living righteous, but you want eternal life above/
i wash my hands, and right my wrongs, and find myself through solitude/
so what is it that’s stopping you? im smashing through these obstacles/
can’t live my life complacent with mood swings and hatred, feeling jaded/
amazed how i made it through all these mazes/
hook:
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