adam robb - bend lyrics
[verse 1: adam robb]
got dropped off on the corner of 6th and san pedro
with a bed ticket in my hand
it was 2 am when i was let go
and wouldn’t you know
the missions are all closed
and i don’t have enough to even ride the metro
so i ended up in little tokyo
it’s cleaner over there
and i found a small space
to quietly shed a tear
behind the sanrio store
reality became clear
[dark p-ssenger]
now that you’re back here
you know what you gotta do
get yourself back on the saddle
and ride the bull
you’ve been locked up
and your veins must be screaming
man, i know you must be fiening
for an ounce to get that feeling back
don’t you miss that
two years is a long time
and that’s a fact
so let’s get back in the game
and get cracking man
you talk about leaving the life
but give a week or two
and you’ll be doing the same things you used to do
rolling with the same crew
and i know they won’t blame you
for getting locked up
they’ll take you
back without a fuss
glad you got off that bus
[refrain: adam robb]
the moment i woke up
i regretted everything i had done
this game is no longer fun
going back where i’m from
[hook: jesse gearhart]
i am bending
so i don’t break
bend under my mistakes
[verse 2: adam robb]
woke up this morning fienin’
feel like my eyes are peelin’
and since i’ve been away
things have hit the ceiling
the world has lost it’s meaning
i’m not looking for a fix
but he relapse dragon is seething
not getting back in that mix
sticks and stones may break my bones
but these narcotics will leave me sick (will surely k!ll me)
have you ever been homeless
broken and hopeless
wondering where your next bit of dope is
you ever hurt those around you
you wondered where the rope is
don’t want those thoughts intruding
taking me where no hope is
to be found
i’m looking all around
at the people sleeping on the ground
remembering where i’ve been
and where i could end up
i’ve been burnt so much
i just want to throw my hands up
in the air because i’m not a true player
and the cards life dealt me is tough
feel like it’s ever enough
my necks scratching and itching
heading at the hippie kitchen
then maybe hit up the midnight mission
woke up so early
can’t think straight
hunger pains make your mind go insane
nothing else matters until there’s food on your plate
i’ll get back on my feet soon
just you wait
[refrain: adam robb]
the moment i laid down my head
finished my last piece of bread
no longer wish i was dead
but i don’t know who i am
[hook: jesse gearhart]
i am bending
so i don’t break
bend under my mistakes
[outro: adam robb]
i’m an antihero
don’t you root for me
don’t feel sorry for me
i’m the antithesis of hedonism
was living the american dream
but the thing is that’s all it is
and this is the stuff we try to sell to kids
go to college, get a good paying job
married with kids and a mortgage
trying to pay all that off
i once had it all
but once you’re laid off
and things get desperate
you’ll do anything to keep your standard of living
so dealing turned into using
and that set me down the path of abusing
but the thing is, she was there for me through it all
even when things got bad you know?
but i let her down man, i was stupid one night and that was the night i hit rock bottom
i once had it all, but looking back on it now, i wonder if i really did…
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