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adamariz - dear dad, lyrics

[intro]
yeah, dear
dear dad, huh
whoa, yeah

[verse 1]
dear dad
hate to sound kinda cliche
but whenever i talk about you it makes me sad
when people bring you up i say, leave him in the past
they say but that’s your dad
okay cool but besides that

what kinda value did he add to my life
mama was the one who took me to the light
grandma said, hold on to your christ

[interlude]

[verse 2]
but the truth is i just wanna be hugged
i just wanna be loved
i just want everything
only god can give
a kid who fell into sin more than people probably believe she did
i’ve been a hypocrite
pointed fingers when i should’ve been on the receiving end
cry myself to sleep so many times
can’t you see my eyelids?
i eat at chick+fil+a
does that make me h0m+phobic?

i don’t crave a relationship, but i do wanna say i do soon
shoot, sometimes i feel like i don’t even understand myself

but i’ve seen people born here ride to work on e
struggling mentally, physically, spiritually i feel weak
since grandma died, i can’t sleep the same
i just lay awake
trying to numb the pain
trying to escape
trying to find something that says i’m worth the time of a day for a dad

is there a better dad out there for me?
cause i know i could never find a man
that’ll take me unless my thoughts are lying
strictly speaking, i think if i walk down the aisle
and my dad isn’t there
am i a bad offspring for not inviting?
and not wanting him to see that i made it without his support
which was really nonexistent except maybe somewhat financially
child support didn’t really do much
you owe my mama a couple g’s
guess i’ve gotten way too deep into a grave i cannot keep
because this isn’t mine to be in
this is where i lay who i wanted you to be the rest

[outro]
dear dad, i really don’t know if you tried your best
and i’m sorry i never got back to your texts
but i’ll pray for you despite all this mess
and i hope you find god before your life ends
i’m fine, and i promise this i’ll keep serving god with all i got
he’s a good, good father and he i didn’t have to test
woah

- adamariz lyrics

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