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admit - story lyrics

[intro]
i don’t know how much can you relate to this story
but i’m sure there are people who won’t consider this as boring
i won’t say it’s the saddest thing you will hear in your life
but as a young me it was tough, and for now, i had enough

[verse 1]
this is a story about a young kid, first day in first grade
so excited and so happy, there is no way it will turn into a bad day
“you should make friends as quickly as possible” that’s what they said
he didn’t want to be lonely, but he wasn’t afraid
so he approached that tall kid, with all the crowd near him
he wanted to be a part so he came closer to be with him
confidently he started spеaking, every word he stoppеd, not for breathing
“ha look at him, he stutters!”
and everybody started laughing
he couldn’t protect himself, because every word just made it worst
he didn’t know what to do then, this kid wasn’t versed
so helpless he just cried, he thought he was cursed
he wanted to prove himself, but he couldn’t, he was filled with thirst
and then the kid said “get up n+n+ nothing to cry about”
it wasn’t too long until the small kid began to shout
it wasn’t too long until the teacher came in like “what”
he needed a timeout. can’t explain himself so he shuts up
the years go by and he stays shy
he keeps looking at the sky and asking why
he never says goodbye, because he never says hi
he can’t say hi, i mean he never tried
he is a good guy, but he can’t show it
he improved, he speaks better, and he knows it
but these traumas from the past continue to role it
and that caused that he will have no friends, he can’t control it
so he is sitting at his chair in his class, no sounds but breathing and caught
not like this tall kid, the one who’s leading the jokes
they probably remember all the jokes about me, that’s what he thought
but what he didn’t know that they immediately forgot
and this kid’s parents keeping throwing their money
on people that promise that one day it’s gonna be sunny
so he is screaming to his pillow, “there is no worst like me
i’m stupid, i’m ugly i’m so…
why me why me
[break]
why me why me

[verse 2]
look at him now, he is way better
look at him wow, he barely stutterers
and that tall kid is now his friend
in the end, all he was needed was a change
he escaped the chains, he is talking more often
he finally talking, the real him escaped the coffin
but when someone mentions it, anxiety attack
throwback, and he won’t stop until this person take it back
it’s sad and he knows it, it’s bad and he knows it
and he wishes that one day he would be able to control it
n0body can talk about it, he’s too vulnerable for it
he stores it within, he can’t ignore it
he owes this social life, he doesn’t stop checking his phone
he needs to cover up all the years that he wasn’t known
he feels so alone, it’s like he can’t move on
it upset him at lightning speed, and it hurt like a storm
he gotta perform, he gotta prove to others that he worth something
but it’s hard when u feel that u feel nothing
but it’s hard that when u feel things, is only some sad winds
that come and go like cats in street, it’s all or nothing
someday he gonna get over it
however it’s never been so far, but he coming closer to it
from head to feet, a talent that he couldn’t keep
when you give him a beat, he starts to spit
dark skies, hope dies, fake lies, sad vibes
depression rise, he cries, tears in his eyes
bad times, no prize, he is wise, but he needs advice
he tries, failed twice, he paid the price, broke the ice
keep asking why, it wasn’t right, started to write
rolled the dice, he might, win the fight, future is bright
he is high, what a surprise, listen guys, he realized
that music is the way to help himself in these times

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