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aidan woods - new ways to see more days lyrics

[verse 1]
as the blood floods my arm, i set the blade on the table
fear’s in the mirror cuz i know i’m not capable
i feel it drip down, it’s now near my fingertips
the cut is just too deep, why the h-ll did i even do this?
i shoulda just rolled up, shoulda just got blitz’d
instead i’m starin’ at a puddle of thick blueish liquid
relief from this pain, is all i wanted to gain
but now i’m bowed down, there must’ve been other ways
i collapse to the floor and look up at the door
it’s closed, my mom doesn’t even know
i’m startin’ to feel scared, i know how much she cares
if only, i wasn’t so f-cking impaired
tomorrow, i’m wonderin’, am i still gonna be here?

[verse 2]
as i look in the mirror i see nothing but fear
an imposter and monster yet my mom calls me “dear”
i’m lookin’ down and hear the blade callin’ my name
so i plug the holes that are on the side of my face
“you got this”, “you can do it mayne”, a voice inside my mind says
i take another look in the mirror, i’m startin’ to see clearer
as i open the door, sunlight pours onto the floor
life isn’t all night, so i take out my phone cord
i plug it in, call some friends, and we meet out by the bend
go for a walk, begin to talk of why i’m stressin’
feelings off my chest, so tired i need a rest
yet i’m feelin’ revived now that my stress is addressed
i’m ready to take on the world, ready to progress
depressed before, but now i’m feelin’ refreshed

[verse 3]
as the old man at the bus-stop gives me a smile
i reflect on my success at gettin’ sh-t compiled
realized life is beautiful, like a lily of the nile
though for awhile, my life was on trial
struggled to find meaning, was i even worthwhile?
i was cracked and sacked but now i’m on a whole new level
subtracted the bad sh-t, distracted by life’s petals
and now i’m takin’ on the world like a tasmanian devil
flowing like blood in a growing blood vessel
excluding negative feelings, happiness has resumed
through my new views i conclude the pursuit was subdued
by others, who had no clue what i was going through
my life was a gloom, but i’ve turned it into bloom
and that, is exactly the thing that i want you to do

- aidan woods lyrics

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