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aj jordan the crescendo - never had a dad lyrics

vrs 1:
back when i was just a two year old, ah
daddy left and never looked back us at home, nah
and our momma well she was a soldier
she used to work three nine to fives to provide for us as we grew older
and my brother well i was his chauffeur
because he’s born with an extra chromosomal
didn’t n0body wanna teach him how to learn his own way
my absent father never showed a boy how to keep his composure
ever since the backyard pushing mowers
i felt the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
when he was a baby they said he was in a coma
needles poking through the brain and doctors thinking that its over
but i never seemed to get no closure
we had some arguments until i ran far away from home, yeah
some where in-between there i became a loner
and been determined to be myself, who’s somebody known here, ha

bridge: 1:22
you hurt me more than, you’d ever really care to admit
you ain’t my father, you’re just a f-cking piece of sh-t
you could rot in h-ll though, and think about the things you did
i hope you’re happy, on second thought, no i didn’t

chorus:
why did you leave us
because
he didn’t love me
never had a dad
why did you leave us
because
you were never there for me
no he wasn’t

vrs 2
you gonna make me turn way back into the old me
when no one controlled me, n0body to hold me
none of my homies knew that i might be crazy
hold for a moment, i’m gonna go in
didn’t show up to my wedding, hope you roll in your death bedding
hated you from the beginning, i’m not kidding
might wanna wipe you’re sweating
your life might look real pretty
but underneath, eyes wide, hair white, thinning
might wanna pop by the clinic, you’re paranoid schizophrenic
i don’t like you, look who made me livid, f-ck my genetics
turned my whole childhood horrific
wouldn’t let me be artistic
man swear to god you’ll make me wish i never existed
it’s time for me to come out and tell my story to those who’ll listen
you didn’t care for your own biological son so how could you say that you miss him
when you don’t even know who i am as a person
a relationship so worthless, all these emotional outbursts, are nothing but a burden
that worsens my nervous insecurities further, so why do you even bother, truthfully
i was doing way better, without you around abusing me
such a f-cking loser, what did you do to me
don’t wanna hear from you no more, nothing new but the same excuses
of why you don’t come through like family, man it’s bullsh-t

bridge:
what type of man likes to beat on his own son, with the frayed end of an extension cord
or force them to write the dictionary in the corner alone
while the family dines on steak and potatoes, oh
that wasn’t discipline, f-ck!

chorus:
why did you leave us
because
he didn’t love me
never had a dad
why did you leave us
because
you were never there for me
no he wasn’t

vrs 3
who thought being neglected by my father
that i would grow up to do the exact same thing while raising my daughter
never cared to see me graduate, or help me get smarter
but he put me through the system as a teenager, so he could beat on me harder
i gotta get over this fear that i’ll never make him proud, maybe then i will sleep better
my nightmares on a never-ending fight when the storm night weather
but there’s a bright light right ahead of me, and i’ll never fold under this tight pressure
you might think i seem bitter
real obscene but clever, like when i write these letters
f-u-c-k-why-oh-why did you leave and forget us
like that fateful day when you showed up late
begging us to move away and mom said you might regret it
i’ll write when i can and, right when i get in
that’s when he threw me right inside a jail, to reap my benefits
if your dad’s the nemesis, that’s why he been a b-tch
don’t let him in, just forget him man
he’s better dead, why waste my breath again

and i met a man, who was more like my dad
then anything that you had ever been
when i found my wife, and her pops was all i’d ever needed
no i don’t want to grow old, or have him resent me
for taking care of us, like i swore, you could have never did
when i was a kid

bridge:
he was out of my life from the first day i was born
now he wanna reunite for his own ego
i’m sick and tired of playing these distant games with you
you should be ashamed at yourself for the worst came true

chorus:
why did you leave us
because
he didn’t love me
never had a dad
why did you leave us
because
you were never there for me
no he wasn’t!

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