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aj mcqueen - healing is gangster lyrics

[verse 1: aj mcqueen]
god be with me. god be with us
yea
when i was young they tried to put me on meds
tried to say something wrong with my head
i couldn’t sit still, they tried to box me like a kid’s meal
couldn’t afford toys but i always had a big wheel
i never cared what the doctor feel
i was misunderstood
being raised in the hood
i see the shooting prostituting and the gang
recruiting
how the h+ll imma go to school and be a good student
now i’m lashing out, the hate you giving me i pass it out
no halloween but i mask it now
i’m trying to free myself
you call me crazy when i be myself
reflecting on thе past
that’s the only time i see myself
said i’ma bе good before i hit 30
then i hit 30
now my mirror dirty
i went from trying to dodge the pills
and i gotta pay the bills and trying to
cultivate my sk!lls and still find time
to hear what’s real
[chorus: ryan o. harris]
my soul
it means the world to me
(world to me)
words cannot express the way it makes me
feel
my soul it conquers everything
everything inside
my mind
i go
soul to soul
soul to soul
mental highway
soul to soul
soul to soul

[verse 2: aj mcqueen]
yeaa
mental fights come in all varieties
i was too proud to say i dealt with anxiety
i thought it made me weak
i thought it made me sweet
to say i felt a little defeat erry other week
being raised on them blocks i always kept the heat
i hit the church and they told me turn the other cheek
dog i’m from the streets if i don’t take him he gonna take me
and he got his n+ggas so i can’t take one i gotta take three
it’s complicated
now go seek therapy i contemplate it
but i’m too black for that
mama said go talk to god he got your back for that
ma i read the text already texted god but he didn’t text me back
see why he do me that
see i got shot at 15 got holes in my jeans
i got ptsd i see that in my dreams
eh look i got a question
how i deal with all depression, and all the stressing
while trying to count my blessings
the bible say they come from clay so mold me together
i smoke sticky every day just to hold it together
the streets hot, the world cold dog i hate this weather
have thick skin and pack a sweater
it’s been three years since i lost my daddy
i’m trying to be a daddy
and i got somebody daughter she calling me daddy
cycles i’m just trying to find peace, somebody’s in the attic
see i’m telling my story to try to help somebody
if you fall and catch yourself before you catch your body
before you catch a charge
before you catch some feelings
and put pressure on another trying to make them heal it
they can’t heal you
your foundation’s shaky
they can’t build you
and if you’re current and dry dog, they can’t feel you
if you hear my voice dog, i feel you
let go and let god that’s what the real do
yea

and us black men we need to heal too
see we suffer in silence n0body to turn to
so we turn to violence
that ain’t real n+gga
if you wanna be real you gotta heal n+gga
yeah if you wanna be real you gotta heal n+gga

yea

healing is gangsta

[outro: ryan o. harris]
my soul
it conquers everything
(everything)
words cannot express the way it makes me feel
my soul
it conquers everything
(everything)
my mind, my heart, my soul
soul to soul
(settle for soul)
soul to soul
(settle for soul)
soul to soul
(settle for soul)
soul to soul
who said that life would be easy
who said it would be fair
who said life would be easy
who said it would be fair
(ahhh ahhhh)
soul to soul
soul
worth its weight in gold

- aj mcqueen lyrics

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