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ajax the lesser - mercury lyrics

[verse 1: ajax the lesser]
don’t cry boy
you gotta be hard as a rock
you know, be the starter for brock
be hotter than hot
be topper than top
don’t let ‘em catch with ya eyes misty
ya 16
just carry the weight
bare it
be real grisly
straighten ya back
prepare for attack
you looking real willow wispy
dare you to diss me
throw ya sm-t but my mist’ll make you miss me
you can’t hit me

you activated my trap card
before the days of leaning and claims of being a trap star
before the years of teens and dreams of being a rap star
‘fore i was thinking i enjoyed it but i ain’t really wanna go that far
but i ain’t really know
so now i just laugh off
and i ain’t got no drive
so now i just slack off
i got no where to hide
so now i just back off
pretend i’m forward
but really just back talk
least, that’s what my momma would say
but i don’t know what my momma would say
if she knew i feel in the dark of the day
she’d probably hold me and let me cry
wish god would bring back the old me or let me die
or let me try over i’m always sober
sometimes i wish i wasn’t, though
and every new birthday makes me wish that i wasn’t old
and every new verb phrases makes me wish that i didn’t know

[chorus: ajax the lesser]
i feel like i’ve been here for so so long
i feel like it’s so clear i’m so so wrong
my wheel just cannot steer, control’s all gone
but i’ma keep driving this anyway

and i forgot my name, i lost my words
and i put out my flame, i lost my nerve
i really feel insane, everything hurts
but i’ma keep trying this anyway

[verse 2: ajax the lesser]
it takes a second to get back right to the sp-ce where you thought you was
and i ain’t really wanna remember your face
but since i brought it up
we both lovers and fighters
but i think at this point we done fought enough
war more than sparta does
or god above
when he gets all
caught up in his godly stuff

i drift back forth like i’m caught in a wave
i’m such an animal that not even noah could save
40 days of rain, 7 years of grain, and 400 more of pain
wanna wish i could see the future so that i could make a prophet
but in reality i wish i could see it so i could stop it
and i can acknowledge that i’m agnostic to my earthly idols
and that i’m driven by my worldly rivals
my life matches the shape of a spiral
i’m too lame to be sick
so i settled for viral
and my brain ain’t that quick
i’m not fit for survival
i’m mad lame and tragic
spastic erratic and just average
i done had it
i need to get a grip before i can grab it
but i can’t stand the static
i’d never think to combat it
i never claimed the name of comeback kid
i look to my past and plead
and bleed on my knees
come back, kid

and i forgot my name, i lost my words
and i put out my flame, i lost my nerve
i really feel insane, everything hurts
but i’ma keep trying this anyway

[outro]
and i don’t really know where to go
i wake up lost and i don’t know who i know
i wake up gone, just feeling cold and alone
phone full of john smiths and same jane does
life full of nonsense, my hearts full of holes
can’t even sell out, souls already sold
now i just sit down do as i’m told
i break at high stakes, every time i just fold
and i don’t bend or bust
i shatter
sometimes with life or death
i chose the latter
sometimes i write my best
when i chose not to spit bars but instead i just splatter
i thought i could make you my north star
find my path if i could match to where you are
i’d make it back from my ugly past i’d raise the bar
hide the scars but for you
theres no length that’s too far, but
-sniff-

- ajax the lesser lyrics

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