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alaya lee - dollhouse lyrics

the truth is you didn’t love me
so why reply then
never hugged me
when i’m crying
only made me feel worst
when i said i feel like dying
why am i even trying
watch who you lie with
cuz when they switch up
i swear the feeling
is priceless
cuz i should’ve never
buyed it
ishoulda never
abided
shouldn’t believe
that i couldn’t be deceived
jealousy
turn to envy
envy turn to greed
greed turn to thief
thief turn to me
and rеach out his hand
to put your hands on me??
so i gotta leave
just lеt me breathe
jealousy is a disease
breaking down ur walls
i can’t live like this
call me out my name
ima show u a real b+tch
all that fake love
u gon wish u had feelings
now
jokes
when i held you down
can’t play with me
in ur doll house
i gotta get up off the sh+t
before i lose myself in this
lose my mind in this
cuz ol boy run his lips
foul foul foul
foul

go on tell the world
how i freaked and i dipped with you
never tell the world
how i cooked and cleaned for you
never tell ur boys how i even
even payed a bill or two
u had enough reassurance when i
started a whole life with you

how how how how how ????
you asking for more

now i wanna runaway
all i feel is pain
you never felt
the same
yo this gotta be a game
see the tears in my eyes
you can’t look me in my face
if i go back in time
then i hope i could erase
memories of the days
when you lied to me
made me feel deserving
of a love
that possibly
wouldn’t end in
tragedy
we would be together
ever ever so happily
but instead i feel agony
start depleting my sanity
looking in the mirror
i don’t have a flaw
visually
so it’s clearer
that you inject me
tried to infect me
with insecurity
everytime we reach a resolution
immaturity
seaps
into the question
i start confessing
i’m second guessing
why this lesson?
why this blessing ?
why’d you test it?
if i could go back in time
i wish i never met him
if i had more self worth
i would’ve never let him
touch me
why’d you touch me?
why’d you say you love me
how you go and cuff me
just to tell people
you dubbed me
i guess i’m too trusting
u not the one
to put up with
cuz keeping you
means i hate myself
and i doesn’t
so freedom doesnt lie
loose ends
cut ties
get pliers
and never get a reply
and i tried
but instead i have to sigh
that the guy
i thought was mine
was a figment
of my
mind
caught in the depths
my thoughts in regret
my boundaries
overstepped
your daughter
don’t second guess
she was yours when we
slept time and time again
she still yours but i gotta
step
cuz the disrespect
is too livid
memories of me in ur mind
vivid
the incision cut deep
when u creep that’s ur decision
i’m on a different pivot
focused on my vision
crazy part is i really adore you
but just for my peace
my love i gotta ignore you
don’t bring up that i’m spoiled
cuz i’m loyal to the soil
and when that’s taken for granted
now we water and oil
never could mix
so now ya blood gone
boil
(chorus)

you bumped ya head
like u snookie
you bought some diapers
now you want a cookie?
i been here before
i’m not a rookie
he thought he was the first
that lied to get
the nookie
but wait this is where you took me
left for five hours out the crib
so abruptly
you know i had a show
f+ck a hoe
to interrupt me
you saw me get my clothes
post a flier
and i’m happy
just to overcome
the obstacles
that overtook me
mentally
i’m fighting
contemplating why
all these people want my time
but they really hate my life
reliving trauma
everyday
don’t recognize
that the dude that i lay with every night
just as trife
you stagnated with guilt
tried to stab me with a
knife
no this is not a metaphor
you really pulled out a knife
screaming in my face
how i’m tryna take your life
terrified
disgusted
understatement
kick me and ur baby out
acting like we don’t have places
but fine
whatever makes u
complacent
then lied to everybody and say i made
a statement
i shoulda made a statement
way sooner
benefit of doubt i gave you
when you used to
scream in my face
pin my wrists
jealous stair
kicked me in the face
i asked a question
you pulled the chair
i hit my head on the desk
so unaware
caught a dizzy spell
and u still didn’t care
cuz you always the victim
b+tch made
how you so mad that i’m
self made ?
ya name on my phone
i could never feel the same
the order that you got
only meant to restrain
u said i made a statement
now i made a statement
never speak my name again
in ya place b+tch
please don’t
contact
me on
any basis
now you call my phone…
but all i feel is hatred
what’s the purpose?
tryna make me feel worthless
but that sh+t didn’t work
now you the one hurting?
tell me how that make sense
yes i gotta close the curtains
cuz you dirty
if you thought of this bullsh+t
i’m deserving
ain’t no time for u
clown b+tch
now u f+ck with a
dowdy b+tch
you shoulda got dubbed
but i gave u a oz b+tch
i’m gods child
stop playing
you crossed me
gets the praying
i start spraying
im the sh+t
in the fragrance
you need clearance
just to get around this
heiressss
straight vexed
vengeful
straight pressed hoe
but your hate won’t make me
resentful
f+cked up with a goddess
now you gotta
repent hoes
accounted
for your sins
ya life is now dreadful
you so bitter
so awful
so mental
you so stressful
unhelpful
get sterile
never would i fight for a
n+gga to be parental
you gon be regretful
when your child is forgetful
of any memory
that coulda been
fundamental
look it up
dumb
b+tch
get a pencil
in others words
i mean your
neglectful
ungrateful a understatement
wack hoes is what you lay with
that’s not me
i can’t stay b+tch
distasteful , hateful
so tasteless
f+ck i look like being victim i’m
survivor
f+ck i look like being victim
to a a liar
who play p+ssy
he gon run
when real sh+t transpire
f+ck memories
no sympathy
to provider
i could never be a rider
if it require
me to die
uh
i rather go rap for money
at a cypher
the stupid part is you thought
you was ending me
what’s worse than
you saying you love me
but you envy me
sh+t scary
sh+t weird
sh+t stupid
i’m too smart
you thought i was confused b+tch
cuz i wouldn’t stay around for mistreatment abusive
weak boy
who can’t change all he have is
excuses

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