aldn - autobiography lyrics
[verse 1: aldn & billie eilish]
i was nineteen when i started the percocets
cut off a piece of the pill and i snorted it
how could i know? i was nodding off fent’
f+cked up my head, i was spending your rent
flew out to l.a. so i could get peace
f+cked with a girl and she turned to a fiend
how could i blame her? she got it from me
back to virginia, i flew her for free (it’s not true)
couple months later, she’s sick in my bed with me
fight over pills and she turned to an enemy
losing my love, i was losing my empathy (tell me i’ve been lied to)
i was a sh+ll of the person i used to be
then i turned twenty, i’m going on tour
had to get sober, [?]
still with the girl, but we going through war (crying isn’t like you, ooh)
always together, together we swore
i f+cked up my ego and treated her wrong
a month into tour and i thought she was gone
gave up on calling and then i moved on
but when i got back, she was there all along
still on the percocet, let me relapse
i couldn’t blame her, i wanted it bad
i had to leave and get into my bag
but sometimes i stay up and still want her back
[verse 2]
turned twenty+two and i got into benzos
everyone told me that i shouldn’t try those
i didn’t care because i was depressed
god looking down on me seemed like a test
met a new girl just because i got lonely
even though i didn’t think i was ready
couldn’t stop pushing away everybody
swear i just wanted somebody to love me
checked into rehab with nothing to lose
talking to tyler and listen to blues
passing the time up until i got home
and when i got home, never felt more alone
the girl who was mad every day i was gone
somehow she thought that i lied i was gone
back to l.a., i went back on my own
argued with her every night on the phone
broke up with her and she told all my fans
f+cked up the story to make me look bad
but i don’t get mad now, i understand
two broken people will always be sad
still growing up but i know what we had
never forget and i’ll keep it at that
[?] and i had to stick to the plan
but sometimes i stay up and still want her back
[outro: billie eilish]
(oh+oh+oh+oh+oh+oh)
up all night
on another red—, fly
(extorting)
i wish we never learned to fly
i
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