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alex zandyr - reliving the past lyrics

[verse 1]
2016, life is goin good
got the squad and the team and we actin like we hood
my channels blowin up, makin all kinds of content
had that upload game be frequent, consistent
political game is all sorts of f+cked
you look at it now and it’s just like we’re stuck
leafy vs idubbbz, that sh+t tried to relapse
never woulda thought we would actually be back
except my life ain’t as good, got the mental health f+ckin me
all alone, no friends, failing all my classes can’t you see i’m

[hook]
reliving the past, reliving the past
but i f+ckin hate it, cause this ain’t what i askеd
reliving the past, reliving thе past
i don’t like this time, please don’t take me back

[verse 2]
2017, active in the bean coven
1 video a month, but they cookin in the oven
idea for a script, so in the journal i write
5am, every night gridin till i see the light
bags under my eyes, but i’m taken no l
that’s what i say to public as i’m depressed as all h+ll
barely talkin to my girl, its starting to weigh
all the clouds around me are now turning to grey
now we here, in quarentine, graduate this is how it be
in the hu everday feelin like i’m finally free
till eventually sh+t gets bad, i decide to leave
and just like the bean, what i loved is now dead to me
but i’m up every night, making videos n sh+t
upload the next day and some of em hit
startin to feel fun till i’m stuck in a pitt
lookin at the scripts with nothing to do to it
unmotivated, all i do is lay in, bed till i’m full of hatred
at myself for never doin sh+t, now the videos dated
makin me feel as well like my lifes on pause
starting to dwel on the fact that this is how it was
[hook]
reliving the past, reliving the past
but i f+ckin hate it, cause this ain’t what i asked
reliving the past, reliving the past
i don’t like this time, please don’t take me back

[verse 3]
2018, filled with all my insecurities
f+ckin hate myself, cause i ain’t who i outta be
i like logic, shinedown, linkin park, oblivion
but no one else does, so i feel like i’m obsidian
pushed out the way, pretend that i just don’t exist
so i sit in the corner crying till class is dismissed
fast travel to today, and i have the same insecurities
watchin anime, and i ain’t feelin what others be
so i feel alone, discouraged, and shunned from the community
despite others liking the same exact sh+t as me
getting picked on, for my music taste
feel like my opinions, make me a disgrace
i’m invalid on everything, because of what i like
the next one will give me the 3rd and final strike

[hook]
reliving the past, reliving the past
but i f+ckin hate it, cause this ain’t what i asked
reliving the past, reliving the past
i don’t like this time, please don’t take me back

- alex zandyr lyrics

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