alexa valentino - anesthesia lyrics
{verse 1}
and maybe that’s true
i’m f+cked in the head
but that don’t excuse
the things that you did
gaslight me into sayin’ i miss you
now we’re back where we started
{pre+chorus}
every day
i start with a blank page
erasin’ yesterday
i pray to god that you have changed
throwin’ every
time that i have saved
it helps me keep the faith
that it won’t always be this way
{chorus}
i need anesthesia
if honestly thеn i won’t have to leave you
wish wе could unbe us
really like what i’m used to
rather that then i lose you
{verse 2}
can’t take shots at a party
don’t have any that i could go to
push away everybody
so i could be free
to console you
so i became
your therapist
my friends think it’s weird
but they don’t say sh+t
they start to distance, don’t know the difference
really don’t have a d+mn clue
{pre+chorus}
i’m so sorry
to everyone i’ve drained
i didn’t know the pain
till it hit me in the face
{chorus}
i need anesthesia
if honestly then i won’t have to leave you
wish we could unbe us
really like what i’m used to
rather that then i lose you
{bridge}
if i’m not selfish
who’ll put myself first?
if i can’t help it
no one will get hurt
and if i’m lucky
i’ll finally break the curse
of savin’ everybody
when i’m at my worst
{outro}
really like what i’m used to
rather that then i
want it but i can’t get it
{?} but still forget it
but that’s just not the way my head is
hate all the things i cherished
i thought that we’d end with marriage
and our kids in a carriage
i guess that wasn’t what god’s plan is
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