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alexis - old ways lyrics

[verse 1: alexis]

back to my old ways, f-cking him every single day
popped a pill for the pain, borderline went insane
broke his heart, cause i can
gotta destroy the man
it’s not right, someone help me
self-deprecating behavior, praying to my savior
but he’s on my radar, knew him from before
opened up the door, and i went right for it
tried to talk, and i ignored it
i just got to k!ll off whatever’s haunting me
he touches me, i can’t breathe
and i give in, yeah i like it
i hate that i like it, i hate that i’m like this
i hate every time we kiss i taste the jack on his lips
cause he’s drunk, and so am i
i can’t f-ck him without being high
i know it’s not right, but i don’t love him
hennessy just makes me want him
how did i get here? wish i could disappear
back in a state of fear, don’t know why you’re near

[chorus: alexis]

back to my old ways, back to my old ways
back to my old ways, back to my old ways

[verse 2: alexis]

they try to save me, they try to tame me
but i outsmart them every time, they can never get it right
all i do is lie, all i do is get high
so they can’t ask me questions, i go in a different direction
and we never speak, our bodies say what we need
the look in my eyes, he’s scared of what i’ll do this time
and i don’t know what goes through his mind, cause he hates me every time
and he know’s its coming, but he will never stop loving me cause it’s so addicting
they live for the pain, they live for the game
i know it’s insane, but i cannot be tamed
the ending is arranged, it’ll go down in flames, heartbroken and in pain
i know what you like, and i know what you want
i don’t know how to love right now, you know i will let you down
but you know that, don’t act like you don’t know that
you know that’s it’s facts, try to keep your heart in tact

[chorus: alexis]

back to my old ways, back to my old ways
back to my old ways, back to my old ways

[bridge: newside]

i used to see it different, life was what you made it
say to myself any day i’m out this maze and they’d praise it
i used to daze and amaze em, but now a days i just hate em
cause we ain’t built the same, and i’m the age to blame those that raised em
but what’s the point? i’m a rapper that’s sick of talking
plus my d-ck and b-lls is big enough to p-ss em off just walking
all this sh-t gets awkward in verses when all i do in them’s curse and throw out words they can’t keep up with, not sure which is f-cking worse
but, this is where i started living at
tossed my hat in that ring, donned this fitted cap
came from nothing, made it from that to giving back to those that came right after needing help to push the limits
back when i was making deals, tasted fame, saw behind them curtains
this f-ckin industry just isn’t what you think it’s worth
when certain persons and people try to make it a circus
certain they’re the missing link
but the first one circling back to trash your work? worthless

[outro: alexis]

back to my old ways, back to my old ways
back to my old ways, back to my old ways
back to my old ways

- alexis lyrics

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