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alpha25 - gehenna (english cover) lyrics

[verse 1]
hey, you good?
please tell me, how are you?
yeah, i guess
but i don’t think it’s any use now
oh, well yeah
there’s no recovery from what i understood
i’m begging you, so please

contain yourself
regrets, estimation, a friendly talk
caregiving, joy, sharing — all for naught now
yes, that’s right
the blame should fall on me and me alone
you’ve heard the same story before

[pre+chorus]
i wanted plain and simple, not much more than that
k!lling ideals of the right or wrong that turn things to facts
i’ve had enough but leaving seems too rash of an act
so i’ll fall, into depths, way down

[chorus]
“i want to keep living”
always, these words come out, a transparent summary
i can’t bear this suffocating reality
that irrationality and loneliness are meant to be
because after all, they lack what we call “meaning”
and so the only choice for now is to keep living
[verse 2]
hey, hey you
how are you, how’ve you been?
oh, i see, i thought you gave that in by now
by the way, what happened with them, oh, why won’t you come clean?
oh, please just shut up, i’m begging

future, envy, failures yet to come
wireless, can’t even hang myself now
yes, that’s great
a story that carries such a heavy weight
now tell me, was it worth the wait?

[pre+chorus]
it’s dark and all i feel’s my clouded, broken heart
disinfect it with alcohol to help me sleep so that tomorrow i’ll restart
i’ve nearly darkened enough to fit in the water of the sea
so i’ll fall, and fall, and fall, and fall into deep

[chorus]
“i want to keep living”
always, the air and future grab me by the throat
my flesh deceiving me that it’s something i’m depending on
all this happiness, this universe we don’t yet comprehend
they’ll never change regardless if we understand ’em
so there’s no point searching just to find there’s no end
[chorus]
“i want to keep living”
but really, i have no clue why that is
“i want to keep living”
my dna the absolute word it keeps
it’s not so bad to follow instincts and give in to fears it seems
after all, change isn’t needed for some things

“i want to keep living”
even if there’s no hope for me ahead
“i want to keep living”
say instincts, as i feel them thump in red
“i think i want to live my life”
“i do not want to stay alive”
and it is so unfortunate but i must say it
i think the only choice for now is to keep living

[outro]
i’m sorry i deceived you
i am sorry i couldn’t tell you
and trust me, yeah, i know that this is sad but i must utter
we are only bonded by the pain we suffer

- alpha25 lyrics

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