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altuz - deaf ears lyrics

verse 1:

sitting i’m writing this right now you’re up in icu
i tried to warn you several times about the things you do to yourself
i’m just saying you’re losing your health
i know you wanna throw away the problems you never dealt with
and that’s the kind of att-tude that i can’t help with
i been helping you every single moment
i guess that’s why i’m constantly moving because the second i’m alone with
my feelings i feel like i no longer have control of my life
i just hope i can sleep through the night
focus on music and sipping on some cheap miller light
i’m not the type to run away from my feelings
i don’t try to conceal it that’s a lesson i got from my dad and that’s some real sh-t
your in the hospital recovering from surgery
and now i got this memory hurting me when i heard you scream
a part of me had empathy for the amount of pain
meanwhile the other side of me was like a hurricane of anger
and all that i could do was watch as you gave it all up
in a sea of depression that let in stupid decisions that led you to the moment
you’re alone and i’m over here in agony as i’m writing this poem
i want you to know that i’m praying for you and my friends are too
i pray you recover i pray that you realize that all the things you do
effect everybody you love not only you
i pray that you listen to the words in this song and this time they make it through

chorus:

i been talking for a long long time but it’s falling on deaf ears
been trying to warn you for a long long time but it’s falling on deaf ears
i know you wanna give it all up, throw the towel in the ring and just crawl up
but who’s here pick it all up, when it’s falling on deaf ears

verse 2:

i’m tearing as i’m writing this i gotta stay strong
these thoughts are on my mind all f-cking day long
it’s crazy to think that you had your stroke over a decade ago
been living in pity and putting on a h-ll of a show
calling me up everyday crying and singing your song
talking bout you don’t have a reason to live and it’s all wrong
meanwhile you got three kids and we all carry the burden
while your talking excuses about this life you’re not deserving
man i’m hurting
i want you to be happy
i wanna take care of you mom but i got my own life and i been having these thoughts of duality between the guilt that’s from your misery and my own way of living i wanna say “are you kidding me?”
is this the lesson that you wanna teach your children
about how to act when life get’s really hard and you just give in?
give up and stay in pity life is sh-tty for eternity
do you want us to do the same when we’re faced with adversity?
i can’t believe you would leave me trapped in this purgatory
if dad was alive he would cry if he heard your story
i bet he’s crying now as he’s watching you up in heaven
watching the love of his life throw it all away and i’m betting
if he was alive he’ d tell you to carry on
show your children that life is what you make of it
up in this marathon
but who am i to say i’m still trying to find a way
i know you’re blind but i hope that
these words find you a brighter day

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