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[intro: j-mar]
you just need to live
your life!

[verse 1: amajin]
i got a life to handle
cos right now, my life’s dismantled
i’m burning up from exhaustion
i feel fake like wax
like my motherf-cking life a candle
yo, i can’t pull it off right
friends, work, family
coming home, crying to my mom
i send her tragedies
she tries to lend her hand to me
and also mend hurt casually
but i don’t like to take her on
i always try to fake it strong
in moderation, i always feel like it’s so hard to fake it
but, my friends make it seem so on the paper
that i feel like i just need to get my sh-t together
yo, yo, a n-gga gotta labour
through his sh-t, be through with sh-t
that i can’t change
and stop thinking that everything veering left is to my dismay
cos even on the highest day
i feel like minus one
may look rational enough but i’m divided
none of my signs adding up to n-ggas
guess math wasn’t helpful at all
i’m dreading the fall
when it feels like h-ll has a stall opened up for you
i haven’t progressed since my small ages
i guess i could get stoned but it wasn’t helpful to paul, ain’t it?
i haven’t learnt my lessons, now these blessings come all faded
crying wolf, lying plus depression has lost meaning
i keep begging and stressing
and losing and choosing
which person to be
and it’ll end up with me
lessened with god’s hatred

[verse 2: j-mar]
god’s hatred, god dang it
i be getting no sleep
i’ve been hurting and searching for reasons church is for me
but the world leaves you broken right when you’re hoping for peace
my options are open while doors are closing on me
i’ve been showing emotions, moving so motionlessly
but people sleep on you, hoping you will throw them a sheet
people are gonna play ya, they’ll never show you the screen
i’m drinking in the hatred ’til it’s close to my spleen

[bridge: j-mar]
live life to the fullest, swallow pride down the gullet
mash it down like a mullet, shoot it down like a bullet (oh yeah)
keep holding my peace (piece), yeah
and i’ve been told that when you’re old
and your life is cold that stories are untold
and your life will unfold and you will be cold
if you don’t get the warm love!
and i’ve been told that when you’re old
and you’re looking for love
you won’t get it unless it’s from the god above
’til you realize you are searching for things
some action that doesn’t involve curtains or strings (yeah)

[hook: j-mar]
you need to fight, just live your life!
you just need to live your life!

[verse 3: amajin]
i don’t know what to do with myself
i’m just a mess who needs cleansing
life ruined my health
too much drama and work, got no time for living
i used to take much pleasure in rhymes and rhythms
but it’s just numb to me
everything i loved
but i never loved myself, so i’m finally above
i feel so distanced
distanced from my heart, from my mind
from my screen, from my soul, from the world, just from time
what is life? is it even necessary?
they say sadness ain’t gonna matter in the future
it’s an accessory
but happiness should be your blood and bones
that’s why i cut myself
to finally find the peace that i own
we’re all walking facades, skin covers our natural state
protects us physically, but also from emotional weight
and if sh-t gets to your mind, gotta manage your pore size
but the bigger they get, they just feel like more eyes
observing my fellow students, just to look off when they turn heads
but they only do that cos they’re going through worse stress
my thoughts should have a work desk
so, they get paid attention
been having trouble lyrically, so even my pad’s neglecting
a lack of affection affects me
sh-t, i’m desperate
i would go to god, but he’s on vacation dealing with frauds
and i’m not
i’m all me, man
i’ve tried switching but got switched up on
now, i ain’t feeling my heart, so

[outro: j-mar]
just keep on pushing on
make it to the finish line of life
just keep pushing on
just keep pushing on
just keep pushing on

you just need to live your life!

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