american pleasure club - the things i love are killing me (live) lyrics

all forms of desire
have left this body now
it feels so tired
white room, empty house
what if my heart’s not in it?
it could happen to me
what would you do
if the things you loved were k!lling you?

what day will they choose
when the earth decides to cut me loose?
in an auditorium
taking methadone with my friends
beside a lake with my dad in ’96
hope i get choices
the things i love are k!lling me now