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amiaryllis - bitter choco decoration (english ver.) lyrics

i live a life of distrust and self+reliance
not allowing love, expecting raw defiance
but, i also try not to cause too many conflicts
not to act too haughty, not to draw in gawking

i try my best not to hurt a single person:
not to k!ll a soul, and not to make them worsen
but, i also try not to let my high horse show off a glory+fest of hypocrisy

i mustn’t forget to throw in a joke, or maybe a compliment or two
i try to smile and show off just how worthy i can be to you

bitter choco decoration
be sure to finish every bite, and don’t you dare complain
bitter choco decoration
your picky eating is a habit i’ll pluck from your brain

if you choose to follow heart over your head
soon you’ll come to find that you’ll losе your mind instead
and just like the rеst, you’ll be reduced to ash
“by the way, i’m curious, feeling rather furious
where were you the other day?++ actually, nevermind.”

i try my best to protect my vulnerability:
not to talk about me, not to understand me
then again, i try not to stand alone so quietly
to be what is laughed at, than be the one whos laughing
i try so hard to show people i respect them
send them all my praise and lift them when they feel numb
but i never let my compassion turn to sarcasm, not to make a joke out of it

a life sentence of social pain: sucking up to the masses, while once again
telling girls on the street how i like their hair
when in truth, i don’t mean it and i don’t care

day after night, i begin to break ++ let the mob burn away this persistent ache
while i try to never let it break my mind

bitter choco decoration
sometimes that lonely, precious love will taint your broken heart
bitter choco decoration
after the birds all fly away, you’re left with sh+tty “art”

i had started out with passion and ideals
bragging of how i could make all my visions real
sometimes, saying no is a way of saying yes
“truthfully, i’m quite surprised, i had never realised
although this was your first time, you’ve got natural gifts.”

celebrate the love you lost with bitter choco decoration
love is in the air, indulge in bitter choco decoration
f+u+c+k+y+o+u
bitter choco decoration
yearning for commonplace ideals that many come to seek
bitter choco decoration
goodbye emotions, discard individuality
bitter choco decoration
and now my ego and my greed are six feet underground
bitter choco decoration
dear mother, can we both agree that i have grown up now?

for tomorrow, and the days i’ve yet to see
living in this h+ll will be my reality
and so, i implore you, promise me one thing
give me back my childhood, let me feel some kind of good
all i wish to be is the pure, untainted me

“ah, i think i may recall, you’re the one so stern and tall
could it be that you’re the one… ah, well, nevermind.”

- amiaryllis lyrics

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