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andré gaël - demon in my skin lyrics

[verse 1]
wish i could say i’m ok, just lie, smile and turn away
but the truth is my emotions are in total disarray
i front as a tough guy with a soft spot
like i’m always up to par when really, i’m not

and times have not been easy but it doesn’t f+cking help
when i carry so much sh+t, i just wanna end myself
and i can’t just put these feelings up top on a shelf
when all these recent events make my life a living h+ll

feelings that i had thought i would never get back
then a fear of failure, doubt, regret
and things that turn my vision black

add to that the loss of my friend
scratch that, my brother
when does thе pain end?

[chorus]
the demon in my skin will find a way
thе path to wreak havoc where it may
with no respite, and no means of escape
no, my mind is not a happy place
i’m trapped inside a prison that i made
hand in hand with the demon in my skin
[verse 2]
i’m just never confident, i’ve lived drowned in doubt
about everything i do, everything i put out

does it have identity? am i copying someone else?
why does this sound so empty? it’s not ringing any bells
and even if i sort that out, there’s more i just can’t shake
like a fear, but this fear ain’t a fear with a shape

i’m tormented by a sadness and a panic that won’t go away
that make their way to my brain to remind me that i may
try my hardest every day to be a better me
but i’ll always go back to thinking i am weak

do i seek help, or do i keep it in?
“your problems are your own, figure it out”
sh+t

even to this day, i still wish i would awake
and the pain would all be gone, with my nightmares laid to waste
but i’m just a human, and i tend to forget
i subject myself to torture and i’m the only one to blame

[chorus]
the demon in my skin will find a way
the path to wreak havoc where it may
with no respite, and no means of escape
no, my mind is not a happy place
i’m trapped inside a prison that i made
hand in hand with the demon in my skin
[outro]
i really wanna change, i want to improve
but i’m so used to my status quo, what’s my first move?
then i beat myself up, i’m my own worst enemy
and i fear one day this demon will become the end of me

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