andre's mind - life lyrics
(intro)
life
i cannot handle it
some see my heart and vandal it
bandit sh+t
don’t blame yourself
i lost my hopes
now i don’t think i can stand with them
i’m stammerin’
i can’t handle it
these thoughts that fill my brain
everyday saying i ain’t worth sh+t
call me worthless
i’m not deserving
of the people that stand with me
telling me they will be there for me
this is misery
it just ain’t the same
the lies i tell myself
end up making me hate me
(verse 1)
will life set me free
will i ever learn to believe
in myself and my abilities
they never know
how i really feel
how hard it gets
i’m losing hope
but its really all i know
maybe i should have had more patience
looking back so much time wasted
the bitterness in my prison
i could taste it
only one life to live
how real is it
how do i deal with this
how sad are the facts now that
they aren’t exaggerated now i’m exasperated
evil is rooted in my mind
it’s penetrating
how can i ever savor
life
(chorus)
i cannot handle it
some see my heart and vandal it
bandit sh+t
don’t blame yourself
i lost my hopes
now i don’t think i can stand with them
i’m stammerin’
i can’t handle it
these thoughts that fill my brain
everyday saying i ain’t worth sh+t
call me worthless
i’m not deserving
of the people that stand with me
telling me they will be there for me
this is misery
it just ain’t the same
the lies i tell myself
end up making me hate me
(verse 2)
my hearts been bruised to many times
i sat and cried countless nights
and my futures out of sight
and if i’m being honest with you
i am not alright
i always have a fake smile
sometimes i sit and wonder
if my life was meant for something
or if i will always feel like nothing
will i ever not feel worthless
i’m not deserving
of any amenity that will be granted to me
can i just be set free
from this depressing state of mind
or will it only end at the moment i take my life
(chorus)
i cannot handle it
some see my heart and vandal it
bandit sh+t
don’t blame yourself
i lost my hopes
now i don’t think i can stand with them
i’m stammerin’
i can’t handle it
these thoughts that fill my brain
everyday saying i ain’t worth sh+t
call me worthless
i’m not deserving
of the people that stand with me
telling me they will be there for me
this is misery
it just ain’t the same
the lies i tell myself
end up making me hate me
(verse 3)
please don’t hit up my cell
i do not feel well
i’m going downhill
mental health
i’m starting to sweat
starting to think imma melt
i can tell there’s more pain coming
is this really what i’m wanting
what my brain is telling me is funny
i haven’t suffered enough
i should probably cut
straight down my wrist
my thoughts are black again
i can’t seem to get rid of these feelings that i’m stuck with
f+ck this
i can’t seem to stomach
these urges that i get
why do i do this, i’m so abusive
to my life
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