angel haze - element lyrics
[verse 1]
1991 a star was born
my soul was torn in the exact moment that they umbilical cord was gone
and honestly i still think i’d rather stay dead
cause i’m still a monster that’s rage fed in haze head
but i was born into a ton of curses
same blood, same genes, just a different purpose
and a different person like all around
my life was f-cked up and i let it tear me down
and i always dressed in skirts-es
and i always slept in churches
didn’t believe in sh-t so i always felt so worthless
molested at age 7 n0body ever noticed
so i locked myself inside myself and had to keep on growing
of course you’d never know it
that type of pain is the [?]
in fact it’s been 13 years, i still feel a strain on my shoulders
[verse 2]
it’s 2001 and i’m hoping to die
i’m writing suicide letters i mailed to the sky
my biggest question is why
that f-cking question remains
but since i sound my purpose i have never felt pressure the same
all of the pressure was drained
and god was here i know it
i didn’t choose where i started, but i did choose where i’m going
[hook 2x]
every day is hard work: struggle, pain, and dedication
i know it gets hard to end the pain for preservation
if you make it through then every day is a celebration
if you know where you’re going everyday’s a reservation
[verse 3]
it’s 2007 i’m still looking to heaven
but i’m thinking murder now and i’m using hate as my weapon
i’m using pain as my leverage
i want them to suffer too
almost lost my whole mind look at what that struggle do
insanity’s blissful in silence
almost met mental asylums
outside i’m a quiet storm, but inside a fist full of violence
dear ty, i’m sorry that you’re gone
i wish you could come back to life so i could k!ll you on my own
f-ck it all motherf-ckers i’ve made it on my own
and i’ve never had sh-t, man i made it here alone
with my brother as my crutch and my mother as my soul
and i didn’t choose where i started, but i chose where i’mma go
[hook 2x]
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