ani ces - line 15 lyrics
i’m a psych patient at my university
because they like to cover their asses
and i tell my doctor that i’ve been doing well
when i haven’t been showing up for classes
and i don’t know what to say
when my parents ask
if i’m getting what we paid for
i pray to anyone that they don’t
i met someone when i was over there
he made me wish that i was right back here
he’s not why i can’t write more than two full pages, double sp+ced
but he’s much nicer to think of than my, quote, “disabling” fears
we seem to melt into each other every godd+mn time we touch
and i can’t get that thought out of my head
and there were some things only we could know
but that was just a year ago
as if, somehow, we both knew that the world could end
and i hope that he still thinks of me
stupid and pathetically
but i’m much more fine with that than
this, quote, “disability.”
and my doctor says i hate myself
and my parents say i hate myself
maybe, maybe i do
is that why i can’t do the things
i said i’ve always wanted to?
is there the slightest chance it’s in my best interest?
i’ve got white noise on at full blast
the only frequency that i can stomach
and i pace until i fall asleep, and then i wake up running
we seem to melt into each other every godd+mn time we touch
and i can’t get that thought out of my head
and there were some things only we could know
but that was just a year ago
as if, somehow, we both knew that the world could end
and then it did
oh, whoa
oh, whoa
oh
oh, whoa
oh, whoa
oh, no
we seem to melt into each other every godd+mn time we touch
and i can’t get that thought out of my head
and there were some things only we could know
but that was just a year ago
as if, somehow, we both knew that the world could end
and then it did
[spoken]
hey, snips, did i scare you?
i’m sorry
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