apricity - mental ruins lyrics
here i find a soul engraved
midst the truth of binding fate
i know this is the worst day
to contemplate my ever lasting pain
so fill the pity jar up with money
cos lately i just wanna feel something
empty halls with no where to be
i’ll hide the scars so you dont see
so i’m calling out to you
silence in my solitude
i need the proof
that you’re not here
now i’ll look upon you
silence in my solitude
crying as i
say my final goodbyes
it’s like living in a fire
which never seems to k!ll
it leaves all these scars
which never seem to heal
it’s like my own h-ll that i build
even if it’s fake i’ll make it real
burning and fever
like a double edged sword
cling to your sarrow
ambition is yours
weary you shall be
for nothing is guaranteed
the thought of hope leaves with your sanity
we all need a f-cking break
and escape from every day
i’ll build my barriers tall
so you can’t get to me
life is a living h-ll
and we can never catch a break
lies bound to me like chains
now watch the rising flames
so i’m calling out to you
silence in my solitude
i need the proof
that you’re not here
now i’ll look upon you
silence in my solitude
crying as i
say my final goodbyes
it’s like living in a fire
which never seems to k!ll
it leaves all these scars
which never seem to heal
it’s like my own h-ll that i build
even if it’s fake i’ll make it real
burning and fever
like a double edged sword
cling to your sarrow
ambition is yours
weary you shall be
for nothing is guaranteed
the thought of hope leaves with your sanity
so i’m calling out to you
silence in my solitude
i need the proof
that you’re not here
now i’ll look upon you
silence in my solitude
crying as i
say my final goodbyes
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