ariez - not now lyrics
[verse]
and i’m glad that he’s moving out
now they don’t have anything to fight about
saw a couple pills, put ’em in my mouth
just to replace the gun that was in my mouth
i was ’bout to blow my d-mn brains out
then i realized that there’s better things to think about
yeah
he’s not a woman-beater but he almost beat her
he’s not gonna leave her but he just leaved her
he’s leaving but he doesn’t wanna leave her
wish i could change this by just pulling a f-cking lever, uh
he got’s a home to come home to
he’s also got 5 kids he could love too
and his kids love him back, what the f-ck dude?
why are you leaving?, why are you leaving us? d-mn dad, i thought we were a team of us because, all this sh-t i’ve been through, you helped me through it
i just wanna swallow a f-cking bullet
y’all could get through this, put your heart into it
you’re leaving
it’s for best
put a knife straight through my f-cking chest
take it out. i wish i would’ve bled
but instead it just put all these f-cking thoughts in my head
god d-mn it, man. f-ck this sh-t. i wish i would be dead
ten shots inside my head
i just wanna die in my bed
so i can f-ck all these motherf-cking feelings. get these f-ckin’ thoughts out of my head
don’t leave
it’s lights out
not now
wait until the sun comes out
i’ma take the f-cking gun out
and then blow my d-mn brains out
not now
wait a couple minutes
wait until the world gets closer to its end
closer to the end, it won’t count as sin
doesn’t matter, i have no mother f-cking friends
all these b-tches wanna see me dead
i just wanna put ten shots in my brain
i don’t give a d-mn about the fame
wait. don’t leave
we all love you
she’s just saying that to keep you in a bubble
outa-sp-ce like the f-cking hubble
out of sp-ce, out my mind
hop in the car and go for a ride
off a cliff, i hope i die
if i really do die now
please bury me with all the lights out
bury me under a lighthouse
so i can shine a light for the right town
especially this one
people dying all night
d-mn, do y’all not appreciate life?
f-cking people, all they do is lie
lie about who they love
why get together?
just grab the gun
bury me under the moon not sun
i wanna have a son
from the circ-mstances right now, i won’t
slide a knife across my throat
take my soul and let it float
float up to heavens above
if you ain’t got a gun, get off my nuts
if you gotta gun then p-ss it up
i’ma blow my f-cking brains out
one last time with the lights out
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