arkaine - the weight inside of my chest lyrics
[intro]
i’m sorry, will
y’know, actually, this works out better for me. y’know, the slimmies of summer come to class wearin’ next to nothin’, you know what i’m sayin’…
will, it’s alright to be angry
hey, why should i be mad? i’m sayin’ at least he said “goodbye” this time. i just wish i hadn’t wasted my money buying this stupid present
i’m sorry, if… if there was something that i could do…
you ain’t gotta do nothin’, uncle phil. you know, ain’t like i’m still five years old, you know? ain’t like i’m gonna be sitting up every night asking my mom “when’s daddy coming home”, you know? who needs him? hey, he wasn’t there to teach me how to shoot my first basket, but i learned it, didn’t i? and i got pretty d+mn good at it, too, didn’t i, uncle phil?
yeah, you did
got through my first date without him, right? i learned how to drive, i learned how to shave, i learned how to fight without him. i had fourteen great birthdays without him; he never even sent me a d+mn card
to h+ll with him!
[verse: convolk]
d+mn, writing on concrete
give me more time, that’s me
next time you watch me
crush like i was nothing
i love you, like you love you
but it’s true, i can’t warn you
why are you everything i don’t need?
but everything i feel i do
is it my heart or just anxiety?
swear they’re looking, never finding me
i’m glad it’s over now finally
i’ve been sad, i guess it’s fine with me
[bridge: convolk]
you imagine they keep watching the way you look, the way you act
i thought you make your tears into downpour, oh
they think you’re different. so, you head for home. what else? but still, you can’t forget that you’re alone
[verse: 1800entity]
i don’t know why we stopped talking
things have changed ever since i watched you leave
in my chest, feel my heart, it stopped beating
i’m not manic or depressive, i’m just not okay
i still don’t feel things for you
all these pills, all these drugs i don’t wanna do
i still think about you
everyday that i wake, i just wanna be with you
i wanna be with you now
can’t you see that i’m making my moves now
working hard, flex with you, wanna make you proud
stay with me, don’t let me be your letdown
letdown
[outro]
i didn’t need him then, and i don’t need him now
will…
no, you know what, uncle phil? i’m gonna get through college without him, i’m gonna get a great job without him, i’m gonna marry me a beautiful honey, and i’ma have me a whole bunch of kids. i’ll be a better father than he ever was. and i sure as h+ll don’t need him for that, ’cause there ain’t a d+mn thing he can ever teach me about how to love my kids!
how come he don’t want me, man?
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