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aruaz - 8.26.16 lyrics

[verse]
august 29th 2016
this was the day everything went downhill
any good spirit in me turned straight into h-ll
now i don’t f-ck with people i’m a sociopath and well
i don’t talk as much as i used to
i don’t get attached to people like i used to
all i do is b-tch and complain about
these people who are out of their lane
i hate on others people shine
i just look at them and ask why?
why can’t that be mine
is it cause i tried too hard?
or cause i didn’t try enough?
i act out in school so i can look tough
but really up in cl-ss, i don’t even talk rough
i make jokes about myself to hide i’m insecure
i mean i can’t even go in public without hiding my arm
yes my hand man, i’m missing half of it
so don’t expect a high five
more like a low two, low feelings and two fingers
that’s not what’s important here
these suicidal thoughts are in my head again
it must be camping season cause they just pitched a tent
they don’t ever plan on paying rent
once they k!ll me it’s on to the next victim
(cheer up logan it coulda been worse she could have died)
sh-t she might as well have
see my father doesn’t believe in the court system
i agree, but his wife plays by the rules and there’s no way around it
now i only see my mother two days every other week
i never understood what i had until i lost it
she was heaven compared to now
just to think i used to say she’s insane
now i live with a stepmom who’s lost her brain
once you meet her she’s innocent, get to know her you’ll see there’s more to it
she locked her own kids in the bathroom to be grounded
duck tape on the door, there’s no way out till’ four
even worse, she threatened me with that sh-t
my dad just stood there nodded his head and went to bed
now i love him to death don’t be misunderstood
sometimes i just wish he didn’t act deaf
“everything she’s doing is to make us better people”
in some way that may be true but seriously
dad look what she’s done to you
we’re carbon copies of her, clean, controlling c-nts
that’s c times 3, no p.o. could help me
they’ll just call me a little baby
and if i took this to court she would call me crazy
just give me sp-ce to breathe
one -ssignment missing with all a’s and b’s yet i’m still grounded for 3 weeks
i just want my mom back to perfect health
need enough wealth to help her and myself
need to get outta here a$ap, might join the mob
i can’t do that though, better stick to rap
but this sh-t better be catchy or the bars be godly
if not don’t make plans on ending satisfied with what you’ve earned
with the progress i’ve made that’s what i’ve learned

[outro]
let me finish this with some advice:
don’t reminisce on the things you never listened to, and always make sure to pay attention to what you miss too
put that into action and i promise you’ll live positive
bring that with you until you die, for now it’s been me

i’m gone

- aruaz lyrics

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