ashley wimer - heart wants lyrics
[verse 1]
sittin’ sippin’
think i’m trippin’
lately i’ve just felt so distant
people talk, i try to listen
love is like a f-ckin’ sickness
prayin’ this time will be different
maybe i’m just to forgiving
care what other people think
i ain’t got two sh-ts to be giving
without you i feel stranded
so if there’s some hope i’ll f-cking grab it
no one really understands it
ups and downs just like the maverick
how many times we tried to make us work?
sh-t i lost count but this sh-t hurts
plants like a seed it’s f-cking dirt it lurks i go berserk
say that you can fight for what you love
that’s what i’ll keep on doing
feel like ronda rousey
bring it on, for me there is no losing
my mind tells me that i’m insane
my heart tells me that i’m in pain
they both tell me we’re playing games
we both feeling so d-mn ashamed
say in time our wounds will heal
if what we have is f-cking real
admit, we probably argue
just to have some way to f-cking feel
both can’t stand the thought
of being with someone else
we need some help
but the heart wants what it wants
well sh-t, at least that’s what i tell myself
(chorus)
i’m missin’ you
’cause you are not who you pretend to be
i’m missin’ you
how did you become the enemy?
[verse 2]
i’m on my knees i’m beggin’ pleadin’
stop the pain and stop the bleeding
somehow we’ve unleashed our demons
i just can’t go on competing
you lied again, i can’t believe it
f-ck you, ’cause i’m done i’m leaving
now we’re fighting, yelling, screaming
hold on wait, i didn’t mean it
too late now, the cops are coming
neighbors called ’cause they heard something
“what he do?”
“oh he did nothing”
hope they don’t catch that i’m bluffing
another fighting match
yet still we have each other’s backs
this sh-t is whack
don’t understand
how it could ever get so bad
we just keep hoping sh-t will change
yet somehow it’s become a game
you push and then i pull away
i push you pull it’s all the same
yo, it’s f-cking with me mentally
so maybe i just need to leave
they say what’s meant to be will be
i’m strong but i’ve become so weak
it’s taken all my energy
how’d you become the enemy
i’ve given you my heart and soul
and there’s just nothing left in me
i know i gotta say goodbye
and i can’t come to terms with that
mistakes, i thought you learned from that
but trust is too hard to earn back
(chorus)
i’m missin’ you
’cause you are not who you pretend to be
i’m missin’ you
how did you become the enemy?
[outro]
it’s like learning to walk all over again
learning to live without you
but it’s also shown me how strong i really am
and if i can get through this nightmare
then i can get through anything
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