ashtin larold - i wonder lyrics
[hook]
i wonder how it came to this
out of gas, with nowhere to turn
with the torch still in my hand
i stand and watch it burn
as my lungs fill with ashes
feel the wind as it fans the flames
hear a voice inside my head
nothing ventured, nothing gained
[verse 1]
i wonder how it came to this
wonder when i lost my art
i wonder how i lost my p-ssion
lost my vision, lost that spark
once upon a time, there was a raging fire, but now that’s dark
now that’s dark, press restart
i got so lost and forgot my heart
i got buried by every promise i broke
every empty line that i wrote
now this game feels like a noose on my throat
with a crowd that cheers me on as i choke
i can’t breathe, but i can’t stop now
’cause i got fans that i can’t let down
and dreams that i’m not done chasing
and people that i love that i ain’t made proud
i look in the mirror, and i don’t recognize the person i see
but people that i’ve never met in my life see me on the street and can recognize me
how can that be?
people know me more than i know myself
i guess it’s ironic they call me the devil
’cause i’m so d-mn tired of livin’ in h-ll
when did i get so old?
when did i get so jaded?
when did it stop being fun, and turn into labor?
i love it so much that i hate it
i’m so tired…
so tired of being overlooked and underrated
i can’t take it
how much more can this game take away from me before i make it!?!
aaagghhh!
[hook]
i wonder how it came to this
out of gas, with nowhere to turn
with the torch still in my hand
i stand and watch it burn
as my lungs fill with ashes
feel the wind as it fans the flames
hear a voice inside my head
nothing ventured, nothing gained
[verse 2]
i wonder how it came to this
wonder when i lost my voice
i wonder when i stopped believing
yeah, i wonder if i had a choice
once upon a time, i had the power to rise above that noise
but that’s destroyed, that’s destroyed
and i don’t know how to fill that void
when did everything get confused?
everything’s all about the views
about the streams, about the plays, about the hype
it’s all a ruse!
where’s the truth? i used to know
but i got lost in my pursuit
in my youth, i got lost in music
now i just get lost in booze
it was so simple before
i would just sit and record
i wasn’t worried ’bout writin’ a hit
i was just focused on tellin’ my story
but now there’s a little bit more on the line
’cause i ain’t the same little kid anymore
while all my homies are gettin’ degrees
but music is my one and only resort
i can’t afford to fail, i can’t afford to fall
i can’t afford to bail
i can’t afford to lose everything that i’ve built
yeah…this sh-t is all that i have
this sh-t is all that i know
all of my chips are down on this hand
yeah, i can’t afford to fold! no!
[hook]
i wonder how it came to this
out of gas, with nowhere to turn
with the torch still in my hand
i stand and watch it burn
as my lungs fill with ashes
feel the wind as it fans the flames
hear a voice inside my head
nothing ventured, nothing gained
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