asiko - life of addiction lyrics
[intro]
hey wassup ya’ll
this song is about the life i had before this life
the life that i wish i didn’t have to go through
but honestly it made me who i am today
and i thought i’d just share it with you all
listen
[verse 1]
now when i said that i was livin’ bad i meant it homie
out on the street possessin’ nothing but the clothing on me
every dollar i had in my hand went up my nose
and til this very day i gotta live with what i chose
smokin’ cheeva everyday until my minds gone
and hittin’ up that white coca till the lines gone
livin’ under i35, that was me
i’m blinded by my inner demons man i couldn’t see
all i wanted was another hit of death itself
didn’t care if it was lethal, could of k!lled myself
i remember od’n on a kitchen floor
thinking if i die today
this is what i lived for
[chorus]
through the fog i can’t see where my future lies
under bridges where i slept, can you realize?
nothing matters in a life of addiction
fire up the bic and exhale my crucifixion
through the fog i can’t see where my future lies
under bridges where i slept, can you realize?
nothing matters in a life of addiction
screaming out to god, turns out he was listening
[verse 2]
ice on the concrete where i slept at
sharing my bed with the insects and the rats
nothing glorious about being strung out
ask me if i feel shamed about it?
no doubt
but one day i woke up with some clarity
and realized that this bullsh+t will be the death of me
trash bag with my clothes in the one hand
it’s time for me to leave this unforsaken wasteland
7 years later finally i’ve come home
7 years clean working on this very song
in the same room where i took my first hit
and in that very room is where i sit and write this
just remember that no matter what you’re going through
that tomorrow is another day, brand new
i know it seems like n0body out there has a clue
but don’t give up, and remember
i believe in you
[chorus]
through the fog i can’t see where my future lies
under bridges where i slept, can you realize?
nothing matters in a life of addiction
fire up the bic and exhale my crucifixion
through the fog i can’t see where my future lies
under bridges where i slept, can you realize?
nothing matters in a life of addiction
screaming out to god, turns out he was listening
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