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at my lowest - ijbxd lyrics lyrics

[chorus 2x]
i was at my lowest
i didn’t know it
i couldn’t feel my conscious
i died up on that hill
and like what for
i got n0body here
i wonder why i’m smoking
i’m losing focus
and that’s just being honest
i might go down some pills
and down some more
i wanna disappear

[verse 1]
i don’t really wanna fight
but you can meet my fist
i thought i was scared of heights
but i get healed off spliffs
i don’t want you in my life
so i delete our pics
someone please pass me the mic
i gotta speak my sh+t
i’m smoking gas, i put pain inside of paper
i poured my glass
i wanna drink, i don’t need no chaser
i poured my glass
i take a sip, i need another sip
d+mn i hate that i get so attached
i cannot get a grip
[chorus]
i was at my lowest
i didn’t know it
i couldn’t feel my conscious
i died up on that hill
and like what for
i got n0body here
i wonder why i’m smoking
i’m losing focus
and that’s just being honest
i might go down some pills
and down some more
i wanna disappear

[verse 2]
i wanna fix this
but this ain’t mental math
stuck up in my head
this sh+ts a prison
and you can bet on that
i wish things could have been different
i wish you met my dad
i’m glad you hate the life that i been living
ok i get your mad
i just lost my f+ckin crib
i didn’t have the cash
i swear it gots me p+ssed, i feel like sh+t
i’ll really miss my cats
i look at god, i’m throwing fits
like why you did me bad
i don’t really wanna f+cking live
i feel i’m in a trap
i don’t really wanna
i don’t even wanna speak
i’m writing pain down in some music
so much hate i get use to it
there always fake i f+ckin knew it
there’s so much snakes i just assume it
i stay in my lane, i ain’t f+ckin stupid
[chorus 2x]
i was at my lowest
i didn’t know it
i couldn’t feel my conscious
i died up on that hill
and like what for
i got n0body here
i wonder why i’m smoking
i’m losing focus
and that’s just being honest
i might go down some pills
and down some more
i wanna disappear

- at my lowest lyrics

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