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awol (nerd) - sleep anxiety lyrics

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waking up again and i’m not surprised
that it’s only 2am when i open up my eyes
overnight trials and tribulations, they’re trying me
stuck wide awake and i got sleep anxiety
tried it all from exercise to medication
late night yoga classes steeped in meditation
cut out caffeine, but that was just a trap
cut this beat off the same length as when i nap
did a sleep study, told my apnea is only mild
oldest brother, like this since i was an only child
even when i’m knocked out, told my utterings sound deep
my wife says i’m always busy coding sound asleep
bags below my eyes, puffy as sean combs
i feel likе i never sleep, like thе place he calls home
i get that in some ways this is a superpower
while the whole world’s asleep i work an extra 8 hours
but surviving on fumes is like walking a balance beam
losing even a few minutes, make the day more challenging
even climbing a flight of steps can be physically exhausting
it feels like every single day i’m realizing that i lost things
simply absentminded from the sleep that i lack
can you imagine what it’s like feeling sharp as a tack
while you struggle over basic sh+t, tiny, little mistakes?
nothing important, but it still leads to a mental break
because you need a mental break from life’s hostilities
everyday working to the max of your abilities
people always seems amazed ‘cause my struggle isn’t visible
i get tiny cuts on my eyes that are invisible
even when i disconnect and i go on vacation
i’m wide awake the entire night with random antic+p+tion
if there’s a god of sleep then i must not be pleasing her
sh+t, nights on elm street seem far f+cking easier
constant neck and back aches, neverending migraines
still always spitting, stand in front of me it’s like a light rain
on this mic i’ve got now and i guess that’s why i’m
dropping singles every single week, where do you think i find the time?
tried listening to whales and waves on my alexa
ssris from lexapro to celexa
sleeping pills don’t make a difference, it doesn’t help to drink
but i still dropped 40 bars for my lack of 40 winks
yea

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