ayjay (usa) - different now lyrics
[verse 1]
if this is all part of a plan
why do i feel so lost?
i tried, i never outran
it seems i’ve been running for so long
like will you still love me again?
it’s hard, i’m alone and i’m sober
i didn’t do it for nothing
if you’re gone, then i’m gone and it’s over
[chorus]
tell me, tell me i’ve changed and that kid is gone
tell me you’ll stay ’cause i’m different now
i think that i’m sick, i open my mouth
and hate every word that comes out
they tell me to wait til it comes ‘round
they tell me it’s okay and calm down
i’m nothing but guilt, i’ve burned what i built
the fuel i spilled was my own will
[verse 2]
i’m k!lling my innocence, oh well
tried trading my soul, it’s a hard sell
you say if i’m broken, just own it
so i light up the pit i was thrown in
let me engulf in the flames now
burn off my scars, take my brain out
don’t ever think i’m in pain now
i found me some peace, got no shame now
what difference is there if i’m gone
done nothing but write off my wrongs
i try to tell you in my songs
i’m an assh0l+, in h+ll, i belong
bury me, leave me a blunt in my casket
’cause even in death, i’m an addict
lived my life trying to mask it
living with questions, don’t ask it
[chorus]
tell me i’ve changed and that kid is gone
tell me you’ll stay ’cause i’m different now
i think that i’m sick, i open my mouth
and hate every word that comes out
they tell me to wait til it comes ‘round
they tell me it’s okay and calm down
i’m nothing but guilt, i’ve burned what i built
the fuel i spilled was my own will
tell me i’ve changed and that kid is gone
tell me you’ll stay ’cause i’m different now
i think that i’m sick, i open my mouth
and hate every word that comes out
they tell me to wait til it comes ‘round
they tell me it’s okay and calm down
i’m nothing but guilt, i’ve burned what i built
the fuel i spilled was my own will
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