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ayoneeko - self reflect lyrics

[verse 1]
i act without any consequences
i don’t doubt they causin’ sh+t with friends
if i don’t look in the mirror with minimal care then, it’ll shatter and i will never be able to cherish it
my dissociation makes time pass and i can’t bear it
surgically remove my own heart to tear it
urge is always to lash out at my people ’til they perish
you find it boring when i have something to tell
i dont make sense like speaking to me in braille
this ain’t my skin i scratched at it and felt the scales
asked who i am and my face goin pale
question even times when i don’t feel male

[verse 2]
i’m usually so scared of change
but these memories needed to be erased
thought i’d never age and always be the same
but past is catchin’ up i look at my face in the mirror, couldn’t recognize this blurred mistake
p+p+panicking heart starts racing
i’m back to being scared my mind stays
chase a hint of purpose but i’m running in place
they tell me this is just a stupid phase
i wait, how did 3 years pass at this pace?
i’m gone, dissociative, and insane
i’m losing touch with my ways
i hang with my friends half awake
when my homeboy calls me i ain’t in the mood
i wish that i wanted to answer that is the truth
w+w+w+w+what the f+ck is wrong with me actin super rude
getting better? doubtful, but its practical
you seeming so put together
wanna cut with me? talkin’ no severed
through the rough, y’all makin’ me better

- ayoneeko lyrics

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