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ayp - who am i? lyrics

i apologize
i apologize
never have i realized
the mistakes that i’m leaving behind
i realized
i realized
the pitiful life that i’m living before my very eyes
been making sense
that i lost my innocence
made me lose my inner sense
feel the tear on my ligaments
i feel my heart ripping apart
falling out of place
replaced with darts with pointy parts
as if misplaced
gooseb-mps lifting my skin
with the shivers of my cold blood that’s living in
my arteries
part of me lost its place now
my mind lost its chart of me
honestly, it’s okay i lost all of me
i’m a failure who deserves the worst
never expected reality to burst
i see the mirror, it’s never been so clearer
a body of shame taken by a sinner
popping tops of every liquor
i’m gonna k!ll my liver
afraid to die, won’t use the trigger
i’m empty but won’t let the light get dimmer
this realization, i start to consider
there are lives needing me to be their hero
so i can’t let my life pulse go to zero

i wanna suicide
i wanna suicide
but it’s not worth losing to my sad life, no
i am not alive
i am not alive
but my lost soul is willing to put up a fight, yea
i wanna suicide
i wanna suicide
but it’s not worth losing to my sad life, no
i am not alive
i am not alive
but my lost soul is willing to put up a fight, yea

ignoring my loved ones, how sickening
my mind was thickening
but now i’m ready to remorse
excuse me for the distancing
excuse me for the bickering
i never meant to show you the worst
mama you’re watching me grow
but your time is never getting slow
focus too much on me
i forget to show
that you’re always on my mind
no matter where i go
been broken too much
my hearts become so cold
but you taught me better
just been under the weather
i’m hurting the people around me
can’t stop causing terror
i never realized i could change
and lose my only treasure
i’ll fix these errors
even with my heart being severed
d-mn
who am i? who am i?

- ayp lyrics

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