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azayah pugh - starting again lyrics

[verse 1]
i’m trying my best to hold it together
but when i’m asked how i am i say i’m better than ever
lying through my t++th, folding under pressure
all of my days are heavy and that’s no matter the weather
i measure my worth on how much i miss you
living my life looking through the rear+view
that’s true, knew you since i grew up
it’s screwed up that i’m no longer with you
how could i not have know
i mean it’s just ignorance, it was not unknown
but yet upon the news i gave out a grown
wish death wouldn’t happen ’cause now i feel alone
and now i gotta make some changes but i’m worried of dangers
i know my family wants company but they’re living with strangers
and i know they want love but you could never replace her
my memories of her are written and i’ll never erase ’em, no

[chorus]
i’m regretting my wasted time
wishing that i said goodbye
nothing really matters when it comes down to the end
bereavement stuck inside my mind
can’t get over it i’ve tried
sitting in the moment wishing i could start again
[refrain]
wishing i could start again
wishing i could start again

[verse 2]
i know that i gotta move on
but no matter what i do i can’t stay strong
every breathing moment just feels so wrong
why is my pain prolonged even though i know it don’t belong
sticking around staying in my head
i remember every word that she said
and i know the connection that we had you’ll never comprehend
in the end, so much more than friends, never pretend
that you know what i feel like each and every day
digging it deeper, maybe i should pray
the burden on my heart, you could never weigh
i’ll never be the same person that i once was
but maybe that’s a good thing
i know the pain is sharp but i can grow wings
but i may be different from who you knew, but you taught me a lot
i love you mom+mom, i won’t ever forget you

[refrain]
wishing i could start again
wishing i could start again

- azayah pugh lyrics

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