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b3nj1 - friends / not what i see lyrics

[verse 1
more than 1000 days and 1000 nights of our lives
side by side, we’ve been through our fights
usually with you with down there
with me feeling light
now it feels like my highs has blocked your sight
loving words, coming first, out of your mouth
i’ve been screaming nonsense, have i ever been a doubt?
have i committed crimes, committed sin to sin?
please tell me my crimes, god, where do i begin?
[chorus]
get away from me
i don’t want you to see me like this, see me like this
i need time and sp+ce
i think you all hate me, please don’t ask
i guess it’s just how it is

[verse 2]
kick me down, f+ck me up, tell me you’ve had enough
pull off the skin on my face and call my bluff
spit on my face, i feel like i’ve deserved this
when it comes to sympathy, i’m not the one who commits
you bring so much joy and pride in my heart
but i feel like i’ve been doing nothing from the start
just saying [?] and [?], every f+cking day
has any love by me ever been put on your display?
look away from my ways, i’ve been bad to you all
if i knew this before, i’d be standing so tall
i’ve been a bad friend, i admit
i’m sorry, just forgive me
i’m smiling, i’m happy
so please don’t ask me
or i could make myself history

[chorus]
get away from me
i don’t want you to see me like this, see me like this
i need time and sp+ce
i think you all hate me, please don’t ask
i guess it’s just how it is
i guess it’s just how it is
[interlude]
like, there are some days where i’m just like
“i don’t wanna be here”
i don’t wanna be at school
i’d rather just go home and sleep all day
cause in that way, i don’t have to think about anything
i can just drift away in a world of relaxation
music would be an extra layer too
like, i could distract myself and relax
i don’t have to do sh+t
to me, that’s the ultimate paradise

[chorus]
get away from me
i don’t want you to see me like this, see me like this
i need time and sp+ce
i think you all hate me, please don’t ask
i guess it’s just how it is

[outro]
i just, eh, f+cking
i just wanna scream
that’s the thing, i just wanna scream
i wanna just let sh+t out
i’ve just, it’s been just
things just been running through my mind
both creatively and just mentally as well
i’m just like, i just wanna let it all out
it feels like it’s getting to a point where i’m just like
“i can’t take it, i just wanna scream, just let it all out”
just the screaming the highest that i can
just f+cking…

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