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baby queen - these drugs lyrics

[verse 1]
i don’t wanna do drugs anymore
if you saw me through the eyes of a bathroom stall
your skin would crawl
i’m high
but i am not a sycophant for a good time
i only wanted to escape my mind
for one night, know what happiness feels like
but the nightmare i’m ignoring is darker in the morning

[pre+chorus]
it’s a band+aid on a broken arm
it’s a siren sounding out alarm
a f+cked+up version of self+harm
and it’s louder than a cry for help
when i destroy my mental health
because i don’t respect myself

[chorus]
every time i take these drugs to pick me up
all i ever do is cry
every time i take these drugs to pick me up
all i ever do is cry

[verse 2]
i don’t wanna go to bed alone
so i let another stranger take me home
i drink to numb the pain
and you would do it too if you would share my brain
everybody that i love gets hurt
and i’m learning to believe that i just deserve
the demons i’m ignoring
and the regret in the morning
[pre+chorus]
it’s a f+cking domino effect
a prison cell inside my head
a trauma that i can’t forget
and it’s louder than a cry for help
when i destroy my mental health
because i f+cking hate myself

[chorus]
every time i take these drugs to pick me up
all i ever do is cry
every time i take these drugs to pick me up
all i ever do is
cry, cry
i only ever
cry, cry
i only ever
cry, cry
i only ever
cry, cry
i only ever

[chorus]
d+mned if i do and bored if i don’t
and i should get clean again but i won’t
i told you that i don’t need help
because i lie to myself
i’m d+mned if i do and bored if i don’t
and i should get clean again but i won’t
i wanna be someone else
because i’m scared of myself
sometimes i’m scared of myself
[chorus]
every time i take these drugs to pick me up
all i ever do is cry
every time i take these drugs to pick me up
all i ever do is
cry, cry
i only ever
cry, cry
i only ever
cry, cry
i only ever
cry, cry
i only ever cry

- baby queen lyrics

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