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babyface james - confessions of a soldier lyrics

you told me not to worry
you wouldn’t break my heart
you told me you where sorry
my whole world fell apart

i know it’s not your fault
you never did me wrong
i’m grinding to a halt
but you’re still moving on

i promised i’d be better
i told you i would change
you kicked me to the gutter
i won’t ever be the same
i gotta let you go
fly and spread your wings
you put on quiet a show
you pulled the puppet strings

are you sure you don’t want me
remember all the pain
maybe you should thank me
your loss and my gain
i’m leaving now forever don’t wanna hang my head in shame but you’ve taken me for granted you should be ashamed
yu sold a dream to us all that we would all die for
but a reason to to live and something we could fight for
i might just help a man to his feet or be blessed to hold a new born
no matter what i do my hands remembering my rifle

life’s hard i know that
still wouldn’t change sh-t
i wouldn’t go back yeah
i wouldn’t go back
memories fade yeah
they go fast
they go fast
good times they come and go
survive the highs and lows
just take it step by step i guess i suppose
good times they come and go
survive the highs and lows
just take it step by step i guess i suppose
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time to speak the truth let’s get it amplified
not holding back now personifying terrified
i thought i had the knowledge what it took to save a life
i lost 3 friends in one week to suicide
let me ask you this do you think you could sleep at night depression is consuming you happiness is out of sight
yeah i’m always putting up a fight
screaming out with a battle cry
a lonely soul that survived a man amongst men that died

i lost my faith in everything i sat down with the devil. he talk to me for hours and he made it sound so simple i don’t how it got this bad it was not accidental but before i knew it i had a gun up to my temple
i was ready to end it and call upon the curtains no drugs money alcohol could take away the hurting i couldn’t see another way out it isn’t working so i c-cked the gun to my head and the devil started smirking
i looked him confused about his motive and direction. then it hit me i was looking at myself at my reflection it was a moment that i won’t forget an feeling of acceptance
i’ll beat this guy that’s looking back with knowledges my weapon

cos it’s inside of you and it’s inside of me
the real k!ller in depression is to suffer silently
you not alone and yeah i know it’s hard to just accept you don’t need to see the whole staircase just the first step

have you ever felt you wanna pack your bags get up and run away
the black sheep of the family an outcast or a lonely stray
let me tell you it is normal for you to feel that way
you wanna leave the sh-t behind you and go and find a happy place
what if i told you that the real thrill is in the chase
no matter how fast you fun you’ll never find a hiding place
i’ve lived the story that i tell i know that talk is cheep but i’m living 18 stories up but i’m 100 stories deep
i said i’m super man i’ll live and laugh and dance for days till the day my casket lays but it’s hard in these darker days
we focus on the latest craze
cloud our minds with purple haze
just hoping we can understand the reasons why a birth takes place

i’m coming to the end now i guess it’s time for closure i’ve lowered the gun the gun from my head returned it to the holster
i strong and i can carry on with weight up on my shoulders
my letter to the world confessions of
soldier

- babyface james lyrics

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